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i wish i could live someone else's life but my birthday was great in addition to turning 18 i went swimming and got high today was typical but fun but i cant help but look at things a certain way and i am sick of being so conscious of what is going on and what i am doing i dont want to care i just want to be in the moment but i cant seem to do that i need what i am thinking about always i eat too much salt im not exciting im almost done reading the constant gardener i like it a lot im going to see lynyrd skynyrd and the doobie brothers with eric tomorrow i wish someone would hug me right now i love hugs i love love feelings feeling touching love