i hate holidays
Wow, so this was officially the worst Christmas ever. There was so much going on and I missed most of my family stuff, and then what part of my family stuff that we got to do, Chris was cranky and tired and URG I don’t even know where to start so let’s go…. Christmas Eve, I woke up and pulled my jeans out of the drier and guess what, they had fallen apart in there. That’s just fanfreakintastic. SO we have to go the mall, which was the opposite of fun and fast and easy on that day, and run back home. Then we had to go and get all of the presents and put them in Chris’ car and that is when the phone started ringing. First Nae called and she felt bad that she hadn’t gotten anything because they weren’t planning on me being there, the Chris’ mom did the same thing, and then the all found out that Chris had moved and were all wondering if I moved to? WELL DUH. I am really starting to get the feeling that no one in his family likes me or wants me around? When we got to Hastings I sat at his mom’s house and pretty much just listened to Chris’ mom and Joe talk about his sister and blah blah. After that we go to Nae and Bill’s thing and I sat there for about…2 hours? By myself. No one talked to me. Nae would walk by every now and then but that was all. And of course crazy Aunt Sheila would talk to me but even she mentioned that she hadn’t expected me. Maybe I was invited? If I wasn’t invited I would have loved for someone to tell me to not come. I mean that would have been slightly polite? Urg, We leave that thing and headed to Overton to stop and see my dad’s family. Since we left Nae’s thing late we got to my Granpa’s as the last people were leaving. So Chris go to meet my Aunt Kate and Marian and Josh and Adam. That’s it. There are a lot of people in my family and I really wanted him to finaly meet some of them. From there we went to Lexington and stopped by and saw Patty and her family and Chris was tired so we only got to see them for about 10 minutes. It was 1 in the morning to so suppose that is ok. Then Chris stayed up till 3 am watching movies with my little brother and Matt and we had to get up at 8 am. I told him that he needed to get up that early so I don’t know why he even pulled that. We did our family ting with Justin and his new girlfriend Stacey. Justin forgot to get me something and then Chris fell asleep. He woke up and enjoyed himself till he realized that he didn’t have his wallet. Then he got cranky and I mean really really cranky. We went out to my Uncle Ron’s stayed there for 15 minutes. Then we spent the next hour and a half driving to Kearney and back to see if Chris’s wallet was at the rest stop we had hit on the way home the night before. We got to Uncle Ron’s just as everyone was sitting down to eat and that’s when I discovered that Jamie the dog faced gremlin had set a place for everyone at the table EXCEPT for me and Chris. She is an evil vile person and I hope to god that some day she dies in an extremely painful violent death. I will pee on her grave everyday. I told my Mom that I would not be doing anymore-family functions with her family anymore because I am so sick about that kind of stuff, ERG and me being left out. You’re my family you’re supposed to include me whether you want to or not that is just part of life and I am so sorry that is to hard. So we came home and sat in our house and Chris found his wallet and I cried because it was a hell of a weekend and I am so glad it is all over now. SIGH only 365 days until Christmas. I JUST CAN"T WAIT!!!!