Dec 03, 2004 00:26
Whoa Nelly. I feel like orange today. Just out of curiosity, what the heck makes
someone wake up waaaaaaaaay way before they should and then you feel all refreshed.
I mean seriuosly. 7 am?!?!? That is not right. I leave Saturday night for Des Moines.
I get to spend a week being a bitchy babysitter. Should be right up my alley. It's
completely and utterly ridiculous that the reason we are even taking turns going out
there is that we can't trust J and J to be mature and responsible. Anywhere else
any other job they would have been fired by now. Not to mention that money just
appears and dissapears, they have to go out to their car, together, for a long period of time
to smoke a cigarette? Yah it's not a cigarette that they are smoking out there. I don't
do drugs and I have no respect for anyone that does them at work, or around kids.
What is that doing to society? It's sure as hell not making it any better that is for
sure. I've been so busy, and I feel like a horrible friend. Whenever my friends call to see
how I am, or what's going on I end of having to tell them I 've got to go and promising
to call back. BUT, I don't get to call back because as soon as I hang up my phone is
ringing again and I've still got work sitting in my lap. I liked it better when my phone
was broke. I don't mind people calling. I like talking to my friends. All of my friends.
Even the crazy annoying ones that I don't like talking to (if that makes any sense). I
just don't like to neglect my job or whatever it might be that I'm doing. Emily here is
'very VERY one tracked. I have to concentrate hard on getting something planned,
started, and completely finished. I can't help it that is just who I am. Sorry. I am sorry
for all the horrible mistakes I make, by being me. I am sorry that I can't concentrate
on more than one thing. I'm sorry I work alot so I don't get to come home often
enough. I'm sorry that when I do come home I have alot of people to see and thigns to
do so I might not get alot of time with everyone. I'm sorry that I can't/don't want to
spend all of my time with other people. I like time by myself just as much as the next
person.I'm sorry that I'm not as smart as some. I'm sorry that I don't like school and I
don't want to go. I'm sorry I don't want to spend the rest of my life paying back loans.
Well I think that takes care of everything. Oh yah. I'm sorry that I hate having to do
all the dishes and laundry and cleaning all by myself. Thats crap and that's a fact. I love
you Carly Gray!!!!!!!!!1
Wisdom of the Day: Never lick a steak knife.