Apr 02, 2005 23:42
ook so it was a SUPER busy day today, we had so many radios come in i was like a chicken with my head cut off and Leo was tryin really hard to keep me caught up and i was like ROAR lol. He's nice though, probably my next best friend after carly. I had to do jobs that i really hate like, replacing knobs in a radio and you have to dismantle the whole radio and then unsolder about 100 wires and find a new nob that is the right ohmage and then solder all those wires back on and if anything touches that shouldn't the thing smokes and it STINKS an dyou have to start all over. so we all got really hungry so Leo bought us a Meat lovers pizza with mushrooms and i love that pizza and it's probably my favorite.
SO on the crabby side. chris went out again with Teddy. I hate it when he tells me he is going out with teddy cause there are these 2 girls that are always there and i know they one really wants on teddy so that leaves one of those girls to devote her entire attention to chris. and tonight they all went ou to the bars? ok well emily can't go to the bars, and they never want to go to someone's house on the nights when i can actually go out and do something so yah i am kinda bummed by the whole thing but whatever. i am confident enough in our relationship that i know that chris won't cheat on me but still i don't like being left at home. i know he has his friends and that is what they like to do and i don't want his friends to hate me but why can't they come over to our house an dparty sometime yah know i mean. urg i guess i am just tired of always being left out alone? and if i even thought about going somewhere with my friends that chris couldnt go i nkow i would atleast try to get them to do something else for a little while or somewhere that he can go to. i don't even go to the jet anymore and i used to go there all the damn time and had crazy fun. new cool song, B.Y.O.B by system of the down. IT IS AWESOME it's like loud and fast and crazy and then calms down and then loud fast crzy again and i just LOVE IT. the first time i heard it, all i could think was WTF is this crap? but it has really grwon on me.AND i was being a totttally awesome gf today i washed all the dishes and it was only about oh 4 or 5 sink fulls of them and urg i hate doing it. blah. i hate dirty things well i think i shoudl go do a little bit more cleaning before christopher gets home since its almost midnight and he is usually around by 1 well love you all. i hope you had a great time in kearney with brad this weekend cars i love you lots, HUGS BRAD!!! lol congrats on your dad too.!