um. I kind of miss being back home. I mean, Uncle Alba and Aunt Flora didn't really like me much, and the people at Luin- I guess they're scared of me now too after I turned Ratatosk Mode that last time... but I guess even if Marta and Tenebrae are with me like this, there's still no substitute for your home right?
I mean, there's Palma Costa too but... I guess Luin is more my home now. And Mom and Dad are gone now... so it's not like I can go back there. I wonder if they were really my parents? Or if I'm really Emil? I mean, after I found out about Aster... and Richter killing Aster... and me looking just like Aster and having that star-shaped mark under my collarbone... I guess anyone would think, right? But I still don't think Richter could have done that... I mean, he really cared for Aster. And Richter's not like that! ... sigh.
I don't even know why I'm thinking about this right now! Marta said she's fine about me being me- and... it's a bit too late to be thinking about this again and-- wh-whoaa! -- aaah! it's on?!
[ ooc; ...Emil Castagnier: enjoys talking to himself about these kinds of things 8D ]