An End Has a Start (Dean/Carmen, Sam/Jess R) 1/10

[emiliglia]

Title: An End Has a Start - Part 1
Rating: R
Pairings: Dean/Carmen, Sam/Jess
Word Count: 4,856 (50,221 overall)
Warnings: Wishverse fic, spoilers for S1 & S2 through 2x20
Summary: After Dean wakes up in the hospital with amnesia after an apparent attempted suicide, the answers he seeks just brings more questions before turning his world completely

Comments

[eponine119]

Oh, wow! You're posting! Good for you! (I hit my word count and didn't finish the story yet *cringe*)

(I would offer up feedback but Supernatural's not my fandom, so I'll just be impressed by your accomplishment.)

[emiliglia]

I know! Eeee!

I finished my story line...a smidge above the word count. Like it had just enough plot to get through NaNo and no more.

Is yours almost done? I want to read yours! I want to know if you kill off those boys on the boat or if you let them live happily ever after! :D

[alemyrddin]

eeeeh!
I haven't read it yet, I'm still catching up on work and shorter posts, but I have to say... yay for posting!
and thanks for the dedication :)

I'll be back. ;)

[emiliglia]

*squees with you*

Oh I know how the catching up game goes - I have like a folder filled with unread fics that I mean to catch up on but they just seem to be accumulating. O.o

No problem, sweetie - can't wait to hear what you think!

[apieceofcake]

Interesting start :-)

I know this isn't our Sam, but I still found it sad that Dean is injured and Sam cares so much that he takes off back to California with Jess! LOL! :-(

Looking forward to seeing how you build their relationship.

[emiliglia]

Well Sam is in law school so it's very important he takes his finals - he'll be back in a week, so don't you worry. Right now he's just kinda like, "And this is how my loser brother is currently trying to fuck up my life." ;)

Thanks for reading!

[siluria]

It was an absolute pleasure (and privilege) to beta it, and it was in no way a chore. I really have a lot of love for this :)

[emiliglia]

You = awesome.

You realize this, right?

*hugs*

[siluria]

Well, I try ;) Seriously though - I'm still thanking you for bringing me out of what I normally read :)

[emiliglia]

Hee, no problem! This stepped me out of what I normally write! I mean, first off, HET! Which is why it took 6 months to finally sit down and write it - I was afraid since I've never written something this...huge before, I guess, but yay for NaNo.

[cynthia_arrow]

You've set yourself up for a long road, here, but I think it'll be an interesting one.

The wishverse always makes me a little nervous, probably because I'm a Sam girl and he's so...weird in it. But I have absolute faith in you--and in Dean. His point of view came across really clearly here. I like this version of him, just a regular, blue-collar guy. It'll be interesting to see him and this Sam try to bond.

[emiliglia]

I at least hope you'll find it interesting. :)

Can I tell you how HARD it was for me to write this Sam? Dean wasn't so bad - I kept his personality but really just got rid of the hunting and made him your average Joe that works and actually had a stable education through high school and stuff. But with Sam instead of him pretending to be normal he actually was normal, which was hard, although the most difficult part of writing this Sam is I'm so used to their relationship as brothers and I thrive on writing it and here it was nonexistant.

Anyway I'm babbling. You should just go through this believe that I love these characters and even though they're different versions of the guys we know and love, I'm not going to go and bastardize them. :) I'm glad you're along for the ride!