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ok I have another obssesor. another freak of a guy, and I think he might be worse than nick.
see nick obsesses quietly so that I don't know, and kinda depresses himself over it and stuff, and even though it's sad that he gets sad about, I like the way that nick does it because he doesn't stalk me or anything, he keeps to himself.
now there is tim. I thought he was a nice enough guy when I first met him, and when he asked for my number I told him I had a boyfriend and he said that's ok I just want to be friends. but kinda the only reason I wanted to become friends with him was so he could take me to his formal. This wasn't the only reason, but it was the main one. I was nice to him and stuff, but then when he found out that he kinda new Aidan and he found out who Aidan was, he stopped ringing. And I was like damn, I want to go to the formal. so I rang him after awhile when he hadn't rung me.
and then I find out that the formal had been cancelled, and I'd managed to convince him to take me and everything. so I was like ok then not much point in trying heaps hard to be this guy's friend if there's no point, because by that time I'd worked out that he's not actually a very nice person - he's racist, and homophobic, and just against anyone he sees as 'not normal'. And I started to really dislike him.
and all last week he was just messaging me everyday, and calling and stuff, saying that we should catch up before I go away. And I told him that I'm really busy, but still he wanted to see me.
and so yesterday I invited erinclaire round just so that I wouldn't have to be alone with tim, and then he came round and we just talked and stuff, it was kind of boring. and everytime he said something loserish which was just stupid Erin would kind of kick me. which was funny. and then when he went to the toilet or something Erin and I went to my mum and asked her if she could drop a hint like saying tea's ready so that he would leave. cos he'd been here for hours. and she came in and she did. and he didn't leave. and she did again. and he didn't leave. and then she dropped a very unsubtle hint. and he did leave. and Erin and I rejoiced.
but then about an hour later he messaged asking what I was going to do that night, and if I'd like to go somewhere with him. and I said no I'm going to the movies. so that was all good cos I didn't have to see him.
and we saw pirates of the carribean and loved it, and Erin and I had the best time. it was so much fun.
then today I was just doing some homework and he rings in the middle of the day just to talk to me. and I'm like LEAVE ME ALONE I DON'T LIKE YOU. cept I didn't say that, I made up some excuse that I had to go, and he said he'd call me later today, and I said nah, I'll be busy. But I can't do that everytime he tries to ring. I really really don't know what to do, but I think that whenever the phone rings now, I just won't pick it up, someone else can, and if it's him I'll just say I'm not here. And I won't reply to his messages, which I don't do anyway, so you'd think he's take the hint.
I just really really don't like him. But there's no way I can out that nicely to him.
see nick obsesses quietly so that I don't know, and kinda depresses himself over it and stuff, and even though it's sad that he gets sad about, I like the way that nick does it because he doesn't stalk me or anything, he keeps to himself.
now there is tim. I thought he was a nice enough guy when I first met him, and when he asked for my number I told him I had a boyfriend and he said that's ok I just want to be friends. but kinda the only reason I wanted to become friends with him was so he could take me to his formal. This wasn't the only reason, but it was the main one. I was nice to him and stuff, but then when he found out that he kinda new Aidan and he found out who Aidan was, he stopped ringing. And I was like damn, I want to go to the formal. so I rang him after awhile when he hadn't rung me.
and then I find out that the formal had been cancelled, and I'd managed to convince him to take me and everything. so I was like ok then not much point in trying heaps hard to be this guy's friend if there's no point, because by that time I'd worked out that he's not actually a very nice person - he's racist, and homophobic, and just against anyone he sees as 'not normal'. And I started to really dislike him.
and all last week he was just messaging me everyday, and calling and stuff, saying that we should catch up before I go away. And I told him that I'm really busy, but still he wanted to see me.
and so yesterday I invited erinclaire round just so that I wouldn't have to be alone with tim, and then he came round and we just talked and stuff, it was kind of boring. and everytime he said something loserish which was just stupid Erin would kind of kick me. which was funny. and then when he went to the toilet or something Erin and I went to my mum and asked her if she could drop a hint like saying tea's ready so that he would leave. cos he'd been here for hours. and she came in and she did. and he didn't leave. and she did again. and he didn't leave. and then she dropped a very unsubtle hint. and he did leave. and Erin and I rejoiced.
but then about an hour later he messaged asking what I was going to do that night, and if I'd like to go somewhere with him. and I said no I'm going to the movies. so that was all good cos I didn't have to see him.
and we saw pirates of the carribean and loved it, and Erin and I had the best time. it was so much fun.
then today I was just doing some homework and he rings in the middle of the day just to talk to me. and I'm like LEAVE ME ALONE I DON'T LIKE YOU. cept I didn't say that, I made up some excuse that I had to go, and he said he'd call me later today, and I said nah, I'll be busy. But I can't do that everytime he tries to ring. I really really don't know what to do, but I think that whenever the phone rings now, I just won't pick it up, someone else can, and if it's him I'll just say I'm not here. And I won't reply to his messages, which I don't do anyway, so you'd think he's take the hint.
I just really really don't like him. But there's no way I can out that nicely to him.