May 26, 2005 17:14
well, grandma's gone. 8 am this morning. at least it was easy, my dad says her breathing got really faint until they had to get a nurse to confirm that she had passed. the funeral is tuesday at my church. i don't know what to think. on one hand, i don't really feel that sad because i've known it was going to be really soon for a while now. on the other hand, i can't believe she won't be around. no more sunday lunches, no more crazy birthday/christmas presents, no more endless stories about her massive amounts of jewelry...
i've been really lucky that i haven't had to deal with much loss in my life. this year, though, it seems like it's happening so much. everyone around me is going through this stuff, and i don't know what to say or do to make it better. diddy, weston, everyone who knew david and chad... i guess the only thing to do in these situations is remember the good times we had with them and make sure to tell everyone you love that you love them.
so once again, since this keeps reoccuring in my posts, i love you all very much...