It's funny how life works out.......
I'm not in a good mood, yet I am in a reflective one.
I can't say I'm a fan of people. I mean there's prolly like 20 people in this world who rock and don't disappoint me and I rarely get sick of them. It's weird how friendships evolve and disenigrate. Let's take a trip down memory lane. Who were my close friends last year around this time? Ali, Rachel, Ana, Sheila, Rick, Katie, Candice....idk. Now who of those do I still maintain a close relationship with? Ali, maybe Ana...that's about it. That is just silly. Rachel basically fell of the earth last semester and who knows when and if I will see her again. Sheila went to Spain and we're still kind of good friends but her and Jacki definetly have a roommate bond that I don't have. I suppose that is alright. Rick was a decent friend but shows signs of wishing to never have an actual conversation with me again. Oh well..so much for old friends exchanging pleasantries....no big deal. Now I'm still friends with Katie and Candice but I see Candice almost never and Katie not a ton.
I guess this year I've learned just how important my home friends are. I mean there's some people I've been friends with for a really long time. They've got my back and that is superb. I also have a grand time with them. Don't get me wrong there are some people who I love here but I can't say I'm going to be super distressed come may.
Who knows. Only time will tell.
I can't say I'm a fan of people. I mean there's prolly like 20 people in this world who rock and don't disappoint me and I rarely get sick of them. It's weird how friendships evolve and disenigrate. Let's take a trip down memory lane. Who were my close friends last year around this time? Ali, Rachel, Ana, Sheila, Rick, Katie, Candice....idk. Now who of those do I still maintain a close relationship with? Ali, maybe Ana...that's about it. That is just silly. Rachel basically fell of the earth last semester and who knows when and if I will see her again. Sheila went to Spain and we're still kind of good friends but her and Jacki definetly have a roommate bond that I don't have. I suppose that is alright. Rick was a decent friend but shows signs of wishing to never have an actual conversation with me again. Oh well..so much for old friends exchanging pleasantries....no big deal. Now I'm still friends with Katie and Candice but I see Candice almost never and Katie not a ton.
I guess this year I've learned just how important my home friends are. I mean there's some people I've been friends with for a really long time. They've got my back and that is superb. I also have a grand time with them. Don't get me wrong there are some people who I love here but I can't say I'm going to be super distressed come may.
Who knows. Only time will tell.