If I Could Have It My Way
Medium: Real People
Fandom:Big Time Rush
Subject: Dustin/Kendall/Logan
Title: (if I could have it my way) I wouldn't be alone
Notes: Mostly from Dustin's POV. Also only hinted at Kendall Logan. 26 Songs from 26 artists. Individual and .zip songs.
You Give Me Something - James Morrison♫
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
...
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Not Alone - Darren Chris♫
Now I know it aint easy
But it aint hard trying
everytime I see you smiling
and I feel you so close to me
...
I look for reasons
but I dont need 'em
all I need is to look in your eyes
Laundry Room - The Avett Brothers♫
Last night i dreamt the whole night long
I woke with a head full of songs
i spent the whole day
I wrote em down but its a shame
Tonight i'll burn the lyrics,
cause every chorus was your name
My Temperature's Rising - The Audition♫
I can show you colors
That never existed
Show you I've got substance
I'll give you everything you need my love
Show you what you need to know
I've never felt this way about someone
Better Together - Jack Johnson♫
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
...
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
...
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
Into Your Arms - The Maine♫
I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Nashville Parthenon - Casio Tone For The Painfully Alone♫
It's been so dull since you left
I've read the same books again and again
it makes me wish I wasn't bashful
when it comes to other men
...
remember when you moved to Nashville
and the first time that we kissed
remember when your mother found us
remember that you're sorely missed
...
because if I could have my way
I wouldn't be alone
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City♫
I lie awake and miss you
...
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
...
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
Remember December - Demi Lovato♫
I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
...
You kissed me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no surprise to you
But I've got something left inside
...
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
I Thought You Were My Boyfriend - Magnetic Fields♫
You told me you loved me
I know where and when
Come sunrise, surprise surprise, the joke's on me again.
...
I thought I was just the guy for you and it would never end.
I thought we were supposed to be like glue,
I thought you were my boyfriend.
Your New Twin Sized Bed - Death Cab For Cutie♫
You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed
With a single pillow underneath your single head
I guess you decided that that old queen was more space than you would need
Now it's in the alley behind your apartment with a sign that says it's free
And I hope you have more luck with this than me
Meet You There - Busted♫
I don't wanna know the truth, can't handle that
and i try to just forget you
...
now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
...
should have stayed calm
but sadly, you got angry
and it breaks my heart you're so mad at me
Just Want You To Know - Backstreet Boys♫
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
...
All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
...
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
Sparks - Coldplay♫
Did I drive you away?
...
My heart is yours
It's you that I hold on to
That's what I do
And I know I was wrong
But I won't let you down
Delicate - Damien Rice♫
So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
...
Why do you sing with me at all?
First Day Of My Life - Bright Eyes♫
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning?
And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed
You felt as if you just woke up
...We'll just have to wait and see
But you'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Old College Try - The Mountain Goats♫
Our love has never had a leg to stand on
But I will walk down to the end with you
If you will come all the way down with me
...
From the entrance to the exit
Is longer than it looks from where we stand
I want to say I'm sorry for stuff I haven't done yet
Things will shortly get completely out of hand
Love Song - The Cure♫
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
...
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
Home - Edward Sharp & The Magnetic Zeros♫
Home is whenever I'm with you
...
"Do you remember that day you fell outta my window?"
"I sure do, you came jumping out after me."
"Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital, you remember that?"
"Yes I do."
"Well there's something I never told you about that night."
"What didn't you tell me?"
"While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you til just now."
I Love Your Existence - Goot♫
Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine,
and time stands still for us.
My hand in your hair, and yours on my chest.
Moments with you are my lifes best.
Last Request - Paulo Nutini♫
Slow down, Lie down,
Remember it's just you and me.
Don't sell out, bow out,
Remember how this used to be.
...
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there
...
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?
Half-Boyfriend - Jay Brannan♫
And I can't believe you're leaving
Just when I let you in
And when you had me believing
I could feel again.
...
I've shown up for you in ways that boy never would
But I know you'll go back to him and maybe you should
But I hope you don't go backwards
'Cause I'm going on ahead
And one day you'll wish that you had stuck with me instead
Whatever (Some folk song in C) - Elliott Smith♫
They come here alone and they leave in twos
Except for you and me who just came to use
If you're all done like you said you'd be
What are you doing hanging out with me?
Why you tell me stuff that's so plainly untrue?
If you'll be straight with me, I'll be straighter with you
I Think I'll Change My Name Tomorrow - Backseat Goodbye♫
Yeah the truth about that is you're the one who said.
I'm gonna change myself, become a better person.
"No, I swear, I really mean it this time."
Years they fade, my memory takes the blame.
...
Go find your own forever somewhere else.
But don't forget what you got right here,
My smile's sometimes fake, but me, I'm real
You Wear It Well - Devon Werkheiser♫
You change your name
You change so much
You can't be seen
You're in, you're out, it's hard to tell
Whatever it is you wear it well
...
Your trips, your sex, your scars, your skin
Your much too tough, your much too thin
Your kicks, your tricks, your point of view
It all looks good on you
Littlest Things - Lily Allen♫
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
...
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
...
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you
...
So tell me is this the end?
.zip ♫
Fandom:Big Time Rush
Subject: Dustin/Kendall/Logan
Title: (if I could have it my way) I wouldn't be alone
Notes: Mostly from Dustin's POV. Also only hinted at Kendall Logan. 26 Songs from 26 artists. Individual and .zip songs.
You Give Me Something - James Morrison♫
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
...
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Not Alone - Darren Chris♫
Now I know it aint easy
But it aint hard trying
everytime I see you smiling
and I feel you so close to me
...
I look for reasons
but I dont need 'em
all I need is to look in your eyes
Laundry Room - The Avett Brothers♫
Last night i dreamt the whole night long
I woke with a head full of songs
i spent the whole day
I wrote em down but its a shame
Tonight i'll burn the lyrics,
cause every chorus was your name
My Temperature's Rising - The Audition♫
I can show you colors
That never existed
Show you I've got substance
I'll give you everything you need my love
Show you what you need to know
I've never felt this way about someone
Better Together - Jack Johnson♫
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
...
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
...
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
Into Your Arms - The Maine♫
I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.
Nashville Parthenon - Casio Tone For The Painfully Alone♫
It's been so dull since you left
I've read the same books again and again
it makes me wish I wasn't bashful
when it comes to other men
...
remember when you moved to Nashville
and the first time that we kissed
remember when your mother found us
remember that you're sorely missed
...
because if I could have my way
I wouldn't be alone
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City♫
I lie awake and miss you
...
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
...
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
Remember December - Demi Lovato♫
I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
...
You kissed me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no surprise to you
But I've got something left inside
...
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
I Thought You Were My Boyfriend - Magnetic Fields♫
You told me you loved me
I know where and when
Come sunrise, surprise surprise, the joke's on me again.
...
I thought I was just the guy for you and it would never end.
I thought we were supposed to be like glue,
I thought you were my boyfriend.
Your New Twin Sized Bed - Death Cab For Cutie♫
You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed
With a single pillow underneath your single head
I guess you decided that that old queen was more space than you would need
Now it's in the alley behind your apartment with a sign that says it's free
And I hope you have more luck with this than me
Meet You There - Busted♫
I don't wanna know the truth, can't handle that
and i try to just forget you
...
now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
...
should have stayed calm
but sadly, you got angry
and it breaks my heart you're so mad at me
Just Want You To Know - Backstreet Boys♫
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
...
All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
...
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
Sparks - Coldplay♫
Did I drive you away?
...
My heart is yours
It's you that I hold on to
That's what I do
And I know I was wrong
But I won't let you down
Delicate - Damien Rice♫
So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
...
Why do you sing with me at all?
First Day Of My Life - Bright Eyes♫
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning?
And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed
You felt as if you just woke up
...We'll just have to wait and see
But you'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Old College Try - The Mountain Goats♫
Our love has never had a leg to stand on
But I will walk down to the end with you
If you will come all the way down with me
...
From the entrance to the exit
Is longer than it looks from where we stand
I want to say I'm sorry for stuff I haven't done yet
Things will shortly get completely out of hand
Love Song - The Cure♫
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
...
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
Home - Edward Sharp & The Magnetic Zeros♫
Home is whenever I'm with you
...
"Do you remember that day you fell outta my window?"
"I sure do, you came jumping out after me."
"Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital, you remember that?"
"Yes I do."
"Well there's something I never told you about that night."
"What didn't you tell me?"
"While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you til just now."
I Love Your Existence - Goot♫
Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine,
and time stands still for us.
My hand in your hair, and yours on my chest.
Moments with you are my lifes best.
Last Request - Paulo Nutini♫
Slow down, Lie down,
Remember it's just you and me.
Don't sell out, bow out,
Remember how this used to be.
...
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,
But one last time let's go there
...
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?
Half-Boyfriend - Jay Brannan♫
And I can't believe you're leaving
Just when I let you in
And when you had me believing
I could feel again.
...
I've shown up for you in ways that boy never would
But I know you'll go back to him and maybe you should
But I hope you don't go backwards
'Cause I'm going on ahead
And one day you'll wish that you had stuck with me instead
Whatever (Some folk song in C) - Elliott Smith♫
They come here alone and they leave in twos
Except for you and me who just came to use
If you're all done like you said you'd be
What are you doing hanging out with me?
Why you tell me stuff that's so plainly untrue?
If you'll be straight with me, I'll be straighter with you
I Think I'll Change My Name Tomorrow - Backseat Goodbye♫
Yeah the truth about that is you're the one who said.
I'm gonna change myself, become a better person.
"No, I swear, I really mean it this time."
Years they fade, my memory takes the blame.
...
Go find your own forever somewhere else.
But don't forget what you got right here,
My smile's sometimes fake, but me, I'm real
You Wear It Well - Devon Werkheiser♫
You change your name
You change so much
You can't be seen
You're in, you're out, it's hard to tell
Whatever it is you wear it well
...
Your trips, your sex, your scars, your skin
Your much too tough, your much too thin
Your kicks, your tricks, your point of view
It all looks good on you
Littlest Things - Lily Allen♫
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
...
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
...
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you
...
So tell me is this the end?
.zip ♫