Someone needs to know.
The moment I saw you I knew
I wanted you. Needed you?
Craved you.
It was at the library.
That's where this started
and that's where it ended.
Your beautiful.
Then and now.
I thought about you for days.
Then I got your number.
I still have the first peice of paper
I wrote it on.
We started talking.
I saw you at the mall.
Borders is the first place we ever went to together.
With Brandon and Scout.
Then you and I made plans.
They didn't work out that time.
The next time I saw you you picked
me up at hollywood video.
Where you would always pick me up.
We went to the park.
You played your guitar.
It was so cold that day.
I remember everything.
Your buddah and duck.
Your so talented.
Then another day, november twenty eighth.
Do you remember?
We watched the devils rejects, and pineapple express.
We didn't make it through pineapple express.
We kissed I quivered.
We did the deed.
You kissed my forehead.
We were together then.
I remember hookah.
I remember Alkaline Trio.
Whenever they play your right there
in my brain.
Your the cutest gravedigger I've ever seen.
Battle of the Bands.
You were amazing.
You want a VW bus.
Not your blue car.
I cry when I see it
The second time I went to your house.
It was storming outside.
Crying 'cause everyones crazy.
You kissed my forehead and took me in.
The whitest kids you know were on.
500 days of Summer.
The most beautiful picture I've ever seen or taken,
it was you.
Brand New makes me almost cry.
Watching movies while laying on you was
one of my most favorite things to do.
Plain McDoubles.
And strippers glitters.
I miss your skin, I miss your tattoos.
It was painful to watch.
Sweat on my pillows, somedays
I'm lucky enough to catch your scent.
I'll never wash that pillow.
Deep penetrating lotion makes you laugh.
I trusted you.
I never trusted anyone.
I'm the least you could do.
You broke up with me on myspace,
twice.
And watched march of the penguins with me.
Remember?
You were the best present I ever got.
Thank you and your mom for that Borders gift card.
Thank you for being with me on Christmas.
Remeber New Years Eve?
I do.
Your so talented.
I hate your job, because I never saw you.
You broke my soul on Febuary sixth.
Its april tenth twothousand-ten, and you still havent come back.
You hurt me so bad.
Where ever I go I'm reminded of you.
Some days it makes me want to scream,
some days it makes me want to cry.
But every single day I think of you.
And what we had.
Everyday you make me crazier.
You will never know the amount of torture I go through,
even on my happiest days.
You will never know the amount of loss I feel when ever
I think of what we made.
And whenever I think of you.
I shudder when I see pictures of you.
Your the only one that does this to me.
I hate this.
Do you even care?
Do you even remember what we shared?
I hurt so bad.
And you'd never understand.
Its days like this that make me want to lose control.
Destroy something beautiful.
Your probably happy with your life.
I should be happy with mine too then,
but I'm not.
I wish you hurt.
I wish you knew how this affects me!
I wish this affected yo as it affects me.
I want you to hurt when you think of me.
I want you to miss me.
I just want you to want me,
I just want you back.
Theres so much more to it than this.
Even you don't know.
No one really knows.
So much more.
Someone needs to know.
I wanted you. Needed you?
Craved you.
It was at the library.
That's where this started
and that's where it ended.
Your beautiful.
Then and now.
I thought about you for days.
Then I got your number.
I still have the first peice of paper
I wrote it on.
We started talking.
I saw you at the mall.
Borders is the first place we ever went to together.
With Brandon and Scout.
Then you and I made plans.
They didn't work out that time.
The next time I saw you you picked
me up at hollywood video.
Where you would always pick me up.
We went to the park.
You played your guitar.
It was so cold that day.
I remember everything.
Your buddah and duck.
Your so talented.
Then another day, november twenty eighth.
Do you remember?
We watched the devils rejects, and pineapple express.
We didn't make it through pineapple express.
We kissed I quivered.
We did the deed.
You kissed my forehead.
We were together then.
I remember hookah.
I remember Alkaline Trio.
Whenever they play your right there
in my brain.
Your the cutest gravedigger I've ever seen.
Battle of the Bands.
You were amazing.
You want a VW bus.
Not your blue car.
I cry when I see it
The second time I went to your house.
It was storming outside.
Crying 'cause everyones crazy.
You kissed my forehead and took me in.
The whitest kids you know were on.
500 days of Summer.
The most beautiful picture I've ever seen or taken,
it was you.
Brand New makes me almost cry.
Watching movies while laying on you was
one of my most favorite things to do.
Plain McDoubles.
And strippers glitters.
I miss your skin, I miss your tattoos.
It was painful to watch.
Sweat on my pillows, somedays
I'm lucky enough to catch your scent.
I'll never wash that pillow.
Deep penetrating lotion makes you laugh.
I trusted you.
I never trusted anyone.
I'm the least you could do.
You broke up with me on myspace,
twice.
And watched march of the penguins with me.
Remember?
You were the best present I ever got.
Thank you and your mom for that Borders gift card.
Thank you for being with me on Christmas.
Remeber New Years Eve?
I do.
Your so talented.
I hate your job, because I never saw you.
You broke my soul on Febuary sixth.
Its april tenth twothousand-ten, and you still havent come back.
You hurt me so bad.
Where ever I go I'm reminded of you.
Some days it makes me want to scream,
some days it makes me want to cry.
But every single day I think of you.
And what we had.
Everyday you make me crazier.
You will never know the amount of torture I go through,
even on my happiest days.
You will never know the amount of loss I feel when ever
I think of what we made.
And whenever I think of you.
I shudder when I see pictures of you.
Your the only one that does this to me.
I hate this.
Do you even care?
Do you even remember what we shared?
I hurt so bad.
And you'd never understand.
Its days like this that make me want to lose control.
Destroy something beautiful.
Your probably happy with your life.
I should be happy with mine too then,
but I'm not.
I wish you hurt.
I wish you knew how this affects me!
I wish this affected yo as it affects me.
I want you to hurt when you think of me.
I want you to miss me.
I just want you to want me,
I just want you back.
Theres so much more to it than this.
Even you don't know.
No one really knows.
So much more.
Someone needs to know.