Comments | emilianadarling: "The Last of the Romantics," Part One, Glee, Kurt/Blaine (brief hint of unrequited Karofsky/Kurt)

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"The Last of the Romantics," Part One, Glee, Kurt/Blaine (brief hint of unrequited Karofsky/Kurt)

May 12, 2011 01:49

Title: The Last of the Romantics
Author: emilianadarling
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine (brief mention of unrequited Karofsky/Kurt)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Emotional abuse, possessiveness, manipulation, darker Blaine, unhealthy relationship, coerced consent.
Length: Aprox 17,600 (WUT)
Spoilers: Up to 2x19, but written before "Prom Queen"
Summary: Kurt ( Read more... )

i write too much porn, fanfic, the last of the romantics, glee, kurt/blaine

Comments 17

deepsorskies May 18 2011, 12:00:55 UTC

This is so quietly creepy that it is utterly amazing. Plus, it voices my own doubts about Blaine, in the sense that he might be a lot darker than they show us. I'm also kind of giddy that I'm not the only one who found it potentially disturbing that Blaine had "his moment" while watching Kurt grieving/crying ...

Oh, and I also like your writing style very much! :)

fara1903 June 18 2011, 13:56:16 UTC

Don't know what to think about Blaine here, I'm puzzled by his behavior!

melusine2001 July 9 2011, 15:08:52 UTC

Had just fly on this fic because I really don't like Dark!Blaine fic (because in my head is just... not the kind of possessive and creepy guy...) I also don't think he is obsess by seeing Kurt crying, mostly because grieving and crying from hurt is two different kind of crying. So yeah.

Still will give it a shot but I never understood from what people can imagine Blaine as a creepy guy (even if it's very subtle). (maybe it's because I identify a lot with Blaine and well... I'm not creepy. I think ^^")

But I wonder why so much people depict Blaine as the possessive one and I can't put my hand on a dark!Kurt fic.

melusine2001 July 9 2011, 15:24:03 UTC

Ok wow... I read the beginning and I just... can't continue. I fly on the second partt to see how it finished and... no. I fight to hard to get on of my best friend out of a relationship like this to appreciate to read this and see the manipulator winning. I just can't. I'm sorry it made me physcally ill. Maybe because as I said, I never felt so close to a character in any media/book/games than Blaine and so reading him being like this... it just like you put me like this and I just can't. I know it's a total personnal reaction but...

That's why I hate dark!Blaine fics. Because Blaine and I we have the same personnality but I never, never could do this to someone I love. It's just like... I don't know how to describe it. Like nobody could really imagine that there is nice people who exist, even if their life is shit and oh my god you really traumatize me you know ?

I'm sorry I need to calm my body, I'm still shaking and I can't stop crying. Wow. I rarely had such a strong reaction.

But your writing is absolutely amazing.

emilianadarling September 6 2011, 00:24:15 UTC

Aha, honey. I would definitely suggest not reading something if you know it's not what you like -- and definitely not leaving a comment that's so negative if you do! I know you had the best of intentions, and that English isn't your first language, but seeing that you actively dislike this so strongly is actually quite painful for me to read. I've been avoiding responding for a while now because it actually hurt my feelings quite a bit ( ... )

melusine2001 September 6 2011, 00:34:26 UTC

I'm really sorry if I hurt your feelings :( Usually, when I don't like something, I don't comment, it just... I really needed to get it out of my system, it wasn't, in a way, directed at you, but I had none around me to talk about it. I'm so so sorry if I hurt you, really :( I didn't want to make you feel like you should be ashamed to write stories like this. Really. I even wrote a very dark story myself few years ago.

I know warning are there for a reason, but I know myself and I know that sometimes, if i just stop at the warnings, I could pass a wonderful fic I will become a huge fan of. So, I kinda... push my limits a little everytime I read a fic.

But I don't want to excuse myself, I want to truly apologize. I wasn't in a good state at that moment, and I'm mortified that I hurt you with my stupid comment :(.

melusine2001 September 6 2011, 00:39:29 UTC

I realize that I tend to hurt a lot of author lately with my comments and I'm wondering if I should just stop commenting :/

Thread 7

cassidychase August 20 2011, 07:28:43 UTC

Honey... I really don;t like this version of Blaine.... Whether it's Kurt's possible overreactiveness or just Blaine being... I dunno... pushy, creepy, needy, desperate.... *whine... such a contrast from awesome Blaine in Body ( ... )

cassidychase August 20 2011, 07:30:04 UTC

And that was just Kurt! Blaine seem to be totally creepy from this end of the relationship. Some lines really gave us an insight this Blaine, like when Kurt commented on Blaine being a privileged kid who gets what he wants, then his semi overreaction to Kurt's transfer, I liked how you worked in Blaine's tendency towards being defensive for the night of Neglect. There is semi strong vibes of Blaine being jealous and possessive, though with Kurt, he just can't be, because while Kurt is a little confused and on an emotional submissive-ish streak, he does have strong opinions of people controlling or smothering him, and Blaine does it with seemingly the best of intentions so Kurt allows it to some degree and @.@ I am so worked up and confused about this right now........... literally clutching my hair.......I should reallllllly continue on before I hurt my brain and it breaks from trying to figure these amazing characters out ( ... )