Fic: "Until My Dying Breath", Epilogue. Kurt/Blaine Vampire AU. ****COMPLETE!!****

[emilianadarling]

I honestly cannot even comprehend the fact that this story is over. It's complete, it's done. I've been writing it for seven months and now it's all finished. I don't have to spend all my freetime daydreaming about this story anymore, doodling plot ideas and bits of dialogue in the corners of my notebooks.

I am so endlessly grateful for all of your

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[cjs_forever]

God--I just. Cannot. I.

I just mourn human!Blaine. So much. He was so, so right to be horrified. Because now Blaine just doesn't care, and it kills me. He doesn't care about his parents, he kills easily, and it's just so, so sad. I've come to the conclusion that I love human!Blaine more. Vampy!Blaine might feel more content, more loved, more invincible, but everything that made him him has been blurred and distorted and stripped away. It hurts my heart.

And Kurt is Kurt, and while I love him, I also hate him for changing Blaine and terrorizing him and killing all of these people that he only sees as a food source.

They are not human. They've lost everything that made them human. And that is so sad to me.

On another note, I'm so sad that this is finished! But now, maybe, you can edit a bit and publish it because ohmylordy I WOULD SO BUY IN TWO SECONDS KAY

So yes. i love it, and hate it, and what do I do with all these feels, bro.

<3

[canadianstudies]

I just mourn human!Blaine. So much. He was so, so right to be horrified. Because now Blaine just doesn't care, and it kills me. He doesn't care about his parents, he kills easily, and it's just so, so sad. I've come to the conclusion that I love human!Blaine more. Vampy!Blaine might feel more content, more loved, more invincible, but everything that made him him has been blurred and distorted and stripped away. It hurts my heart.

I feel the same way. This started out as a horror story but turned into a tragedy. *sobs*

[emilianadarling]

You're so right about the horror to tragedy. :( Or I suppose, from Kurt's perspective, it's been a love story all along.

It's tremendously upsetting, in any case. :( But thank you so much for reading!

[melusine2001]

Yep this. :)

[rory46]

I agree. Beautifully written, because Emiliana is queen of the written word, but just.. not my cup of tea whatsoever. This was horror-filled (especially for the readers) and so sad, and this fic hurt my heart beyond words, because what I love about those two characters IS their humanity. Still, I read it because it was well-written and I felt compelled to finish it because I've learned as a grown-up that you stick with something to the end when you've made a commitment and you finish it. Well done Emiliana, well done.

[emilianadarling]

I'm sorry it wasn't your cup of tea in the end. :( You don't ever have to read something you don't like, hon, I promise! I mean, I'm glad that it turned out the way I wanted it to -- full of horror and tragedy and unpleasantness -- but I'm sad that you felt compelled to keep reading despite it not being something appealing to you. That sucks. :(

[emilianadarling]

Oh, honey. :( *hugs you like crazy*

Thank you so, so much for reading, and for letting me know how the story made you feel. It's... oh, I completely understand. It was SO hard for me to write the perspective swap in the middle of Chapter Nine for a long time, simply because I had to let go of the character I'd spent 100,000 words building up and feeling and developing. :( Blaine was completely right to be horrified, you're so right. Everything left of him is so tremendously fractured and blurred, and he doesn't even care. I'm sorry to hurt your heart. :(

They are not human. They've lost everything that made them human. And that is so sad to me. <--- I know exactly how you feel. :(

But now, maybe, you can edit a bit and publish it because ohmylordy I WOULD SO BUY IN TWO SECONDS KAY <-- I AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING THIS. MAYBE. I'M SCARED. Does anyone in the real world actually want to read gay vampire porn, do you think?

Thank you so, so much. <3

[theromanticnerd]

OMG I WOULD TOTALLY WOULD OMGOMGOMG