Fic: "Until My Dying Breath", Chapter Four -- Part One. Kurt/Blaine Vampire AU.

[emilianadarling]

Hello, all! :3 I've been formatting this chapter throughout my classes all morning -- and even a little bit on the bus on my way here! It's made for an interesting ratio of information absorbed to information ignored, for sure. Thank you so much for reading, and I hope you enjoy!

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Title: "Until My Dying Breath" -- Chapter Four
Author: emilianadarling
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[emilianadarling]

Whew!!! Sorry for the long wait on this response, honey!! It's been a very, very crazy couple of weeks for me, and it doesn't look like it's going to get better any time soon. <.< Mid-October-December is always very hard and busy for me at school, and most of my fandom time has been going into writing Chapter Five. But I'm VERY grateful for you taking the time to respond, as always!

Mmmmm, oh, I'm so happy that little line had such an impact. <3 It's funny, isn't it? We as Klainers have such identification with that one little set of words, and seeing it used like this makes us all automatically recoil. And I totally know where you're coming from with 'if Blaine had been killed there, he would have been spared a great deal of trauma'. SO true; it would have been horrible and awful, but fast. The way it's worked out, with everything being dragged out and extended? Is really so much worse. That scene is truly where everything begins for real; the beginning of what went wrong.

And, aha, for the purposes of this story, torturing Blaine is kinda part and parcel. ^-^;; Hee. But bb, I think that you like it when I torture Blaine!! XD I'm just happy that you're enjoying it! (Also, it's very interesting to me that you fixated on the fact that Kurt used to be human, since that seems totally natural to vampire lore to me. I think that most incarnations of vampires used to be human at some point -- or, at least, the types of lore I've been looking at seem to indicate that. :3) Very true about Blaine's guilt, by the way: nothing he could possibly do could make Kurt stop feeding. But of course, it's Blaine. And he doesn't see it that way.

I'm delighted that Kurt is coming across well in all of his creepy glory, as well. <3 And he uses the internet! I suppose if you're stuck inside a lot, any way to entertain yourself is a good idea. But yes, totally agree about it being too human for Blaine to even consider or think about before it got brought up. That would make Kurt less than a monster, and that idea is hard for Blaine to work with right now. *nodnod* The split between Kurt's human aspects and his monstrous aspects are really hard for Blaine to wrap his head around.

And aha, thank you!! :D Someone else mentioned catching that as well. The wording and situation were just too perfect to resist. <3 I'm so happy it had a positive impact on you, and even helped to deepen the story a bit! And oh, yes, Blaine. :( He's... definitely in just as difficult place as Body!Kurt, here. It's just a much more physical threat of violence connected in with the emotional torture, and from a very intentional instead of accidental source. He does actually want Kurt, even after all Kurt has done. And that? Is killing him.

kjsfhdkjshfkjdhkfjhksdhf BB YOU'RE SO FUNNY. XD I'm so happy you liked the phone scene! And yes, technically phone sex, although Blaine was more than a little distressed by the whole process, for sure. Your whole last paragrah there just has me nodding and nodding, it's not incoherent at all it's perfect, thank you so much for highlighting all that! Blaine is just so torn to pieces. :(