Fic: "My Body Betrays Me," Chapter Three. Kurt/Karofsky, Kurt/Blaine

[emilianadarling]

Here is Chapter Three, all! :) Again, apologies for the long wait. Mr. Darling and I had a friend stay with us for three weeks, which made it quite hard to find time to write. Rest assured, I am still neck-deep in this story and shan't be stopping until it is complete.

That being said: this chapter was hard to write, in some ways, because Blaine is

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[casmomo]

I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS

I'm just going to cry right now okay. You are amazing and OH MY GOD THIS FIC. THIS FIC. AAAHHHHHHHHH

[emilianadarling]

YAY I AM GLAD YOU HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS. :D It is a good thing, I swear! *hugs you to make you feel a bit better*

So glad that you're enjoying this so far (if by 'enjoy' I mean crying what is wrong with me), and thank you so much for being so lovely. <3

[emilianadarling]

!!!!! I'm so happy that you enjoyed this chapter, hon! I admit, I look especially carefully for your reactions since you were the OP of the original prompt. ^_^ You enjoying this makes me a very happy panda. But you've been checking every day?? D: I'm sorry it took so long! (I totally understand, though. I do that for my favourite WIPs all the time. ^-^ *obsessive fan high five!*)

Yes. :( It's so easy to fuck with Kurt, isn't it? One "Don't cry, babe. Don't cry." and he can't even have that simple release. :( And yes; now that Kurt has permission to tell Blaine what's wrong, Chapter Four is going to be the reveal. So glad you enjoyed! I hope I shall not keep you waiting as long this time 'round. :3

[emilianadarling]

Aheeheeeheee! ^-^ Flattery will get you everywhere. Thank yoouuuu! And again, I totally understand. I do the same! And YES MY FRIEND WAS HERE AND IT WAS GLORIOUS. :D :D :D I love her so much and she was here and she and Mr. Darling got on well and it was AWESOME FOR ALL TIME. :D *coughs* Ahem!

Kurt cries a couple of times that we see during the actual act of rape, but it's always practically a physical need. As in, he has no control over it at all; he blinks, and tears fall down, and that's that. We can see this in Chapter One and Two. And in Chapter Two, we also see that Dave has commanded Kurt not to cry previously: the memory of "Don’t cry about this anymore, baby, it’s okay. I’ve got you. Don’t cry." comes to Kurt at one point. So he hasn't been able to cry of his own volition for... well. For a very long time. :(

Don't worry, bb! I hope this chapter shall be coming out much quicker than the wait between Chapters Two and Three. :) You are a total love, and I'm completely delighted that you're enjoying this so much!

[emilianadarling]

Yes, poor poor boys. :( It's such a horrid situation, and poor Blaine had no idea what was going on. And the fact that Kurt didn't even have that tiny bit of release... and we know that tears are how he deals with things a lot of the time... :( Oh, bb.

So glad that you're enjoying this so far, and thank you VERY much for your lovely words!

[subitodolcediva]

Bloody fantastic update as usual. I absolutely adore the way you write Blaine. For some reason, this line cracked me up in the middle of all of this glorious angst.

Leaning against the wall silently, sending a happy-go-lucky grin at any teachers who happen down the hallway in that yes-I-definitely-am-allowed-to-be-here sort of way until they smile back and continue on their way.

Perfection! And I must add, I don't ever EVER read Klaine angst...except for anything you write...and the Sidhe, but I mean really, it's the fucking Sidhe for crying out loud, you can't love Klaine and not read that fic. But seriously the way you write makes my stomach drop in fear at times, howl in laughter at others and grin like an idiot when they finally FINALLY get it. Ily. :)

[emilianadarling]

Oh, bless you. <3 Thank you so much, sweet. And I'm very relieved that you enjoyed Blaine in this chapter, as well as his perspective! It was difficult, since Blaine is so separate from the main plot of the story and has no idea what's going on throughout the entire chapter. So we get a much more light-hearted look, at times, because he isn't aware of what's happening to Kurt.

And AHAHAHA happy that made you laugh! :D Blaine is wonderful, but over-confident to the point of cockiness at times. I can just imagine him sending a dazzling grin to teachers until the walk away, waving. It's difficult though, because he's confident... and always sure that he knows what's best for other people. And that means problems, sometimes.

Thank you so much! :D And ahaha, does this qualify as Klaine angst? I mean, there is Klaine... and angst... but it's not REALLY relationship angst... WHY DO I ALWAYS FILL THE STRANGEST PROMPTS, I DUNNO. XD Thank you ever so much as always, my love!

[canadianstudies]

This is fascinating. I'm really curious to see where it goes.

[emilianadarling]

Thank you ever so much, lovely. :) I'm delighted that you're enjoying this so far.