An E-Mail From My Love Life
Yes, I got an e-mail from Love Life. I laughed at this thought of my love life writing me. First off, I had one? Then it is far away enough to e-mail me. The subject was "I miss talking to you" Ha! How depressing is that one? I'm thinking..."well it is your fault." Of course we all know this email was most likely porn or some match making webpage (I didn't look for fear of the truth), but the thought is still humourous to me. I am kinda in a thinking mood, so bear with me. Speaking of bears...no I'll save that for a bit later...heh heh. I am tired of not knowing what I want to do. I'm also wondering what I am being blind to, and I know that I probably know the answer to that one, but keep up the blinders for my own happiness. I relized that I most likely still have that fear of commitment...about anything. I want to go to the Ms. Hendrix pagent (you know cross dressers). I mean how fun would that be, but after I found someone willing to go, I start to rethink if I should go or not. I mean it isn't a life changing experience, but I still have problems with that. I'm always afraid I'll make the wrong choice and screw up. It is funny how I can be like that, but still be stubborn as hell and make up other people's minds easily. I really do appreciate those people who stick with me and my wishy-washyness. Guess I just need to commit to something to get over this fear. Maybe I'm thinking because I'm on a Sex and the City kick and she questions stuff, and I'm a sad wanna be..lol. I think it is just the late hour. So not too much thinking for this journal. Tonight was the very special steak and shrimp night on campus. I went and enjoyed a lovely dinner with Erin. We then had a great time in her freezing cold room (my heat is still on =P) and looked for hotel rooms. Florida is sounding better everyday. I hope everything turns out great and I just sit back and enjoy myself and stop thinking of group dynamics and cars and other such necessary crap. Hmm what else..oh yeah I got up at 4 to call in my schedule to HogCall for next sememster. 420 I finally got through and I am registered for next year. It is too awesome and weird to think 3 more weeks of classes. Now to figure out what to do this weekend...oh yeah about the bears... Does anyone know exactly what you should do if a bear were to fall out of a tree onto your car while you were driving? Just a random question...hehehehe. A quote I say..how about..."Don't Worry, Be Happy" Something I need to work on just a tad...