i'm always confused so i guess it doesn't really matter now. haha

[emilia05]

last night and today i wrote a ten page paper, so now i want to relax, but of course all of my crap is on my bed...so here i am reclining (as much as possible) on my desk with nothing to do but think about how lazy i am...that sounds very whiny but i meant it to seem ironic. oh well. i think i got a spider bite or something on my hand; there's a little bump thingy there. i love philosophy. hm...i have a film test thursday to study for; i'm not that concerned but i ought to study a bit to ensure that i'm still KICKING ASS. crap, now my leg is going numb. i hate how when you want to not have to make decisions and plan ahead everyone around you expects you to. i hate expectations, because i never meet them. bah, i'd prefer to just think about the spider bite on my hand and the bottle of mike's hard lemonade waiting for me for this weekend. i was sober this weekend and it was fantastic, because we went up to heather p's grandparents' house and it was quite reposeful, but i'm ready to get back on the bandwagon. wow, my first halloween in four years. that's pretty sweet.

i'm going to go read scary stories till we go to the spookhouse. hooray