Aug 12, 2004 19:04
can you define either of them? why am i left in this perpetual motion of, sickness. i look around me, and i see what you don't. and then i'm alone. you push me away. and then you pull me back. it's making me feel sick. you make me sick.
and there's this picture. of us together. and it doesn't look right. any way that i look at it, it's wrong. malformed. molestered.
we used to be friends. and now we're not. not much has changed you know. we don't share in each other's pain. glories. glorified. why am i so alone? and i like it this way. call me up. don't call me up. i don't care. it's out of wack. this is wack.
had acid.
it was so good. it made us smile, laugh and freak out at the same time. i also saw phil today. that was an interesting encounter.
i feel restless. like my legs are going to walk off without me. i might try to follow then now.
POOLS OF SORROW WAVES OF JOY.