Jul 29, 2004 21:35
happy birthday rhys you crackfiend. give me more shrooms. i want to see it again.
sometimes i wonder about this all. why am i doing this? to what cause? and then i realise that i'm questioning it too much, and roll over to sleep once more.
please take away this rotten feeling that's infesting my limbs more and more each day. i don't know what to do with it anymore, i'm being consumed, and i can't see past my ignorance.
lets get rummy everyone.
a heaviness has settled on my neck. and it's getting too much to bear.
TAKE IT AWAY.
please.
leave me alone.
i feel sick.
and alone.
i don't want to live without you here. come back to us. death, go somewhere else instead.