Worst sensory experience EVER.
I know that there is something beyond myself and my social support network that is keeping me from smoking. On my way home from Heather's today I got a sudden craving. I remembered that Thursday one of my coworkers gave me two cigarettes if a craving hit, I would be a raving bitch at a really bad time, and didn't want to buy a whole pack. They were two Newports that were in my glasses case.
I pulled out the case while driving to discover both cigarettes had broken. One right at the filer so I couldn't smoke it, the other about halfway down, still salvagable. I lit it in haste, took a half a drag and immediately coughed and put it out. It was horrible. I will say that I usually smoke Camel lights, which are much different than full strength Newports which have menthol. Ugh....it was gross. There would have been a point I would have just put up with it, but this is not it. At first i didn't think my coworker should have given me cigarettes, but at least it did something to keep me from smoking anymore.
I pulled out the case while driving to discover both cigarettes had broken. One right at the filer so I couldn't smoke it, the other about halfway down, still salvagable. I lit it in haste, took a half a drag and immediately coughed and put it out. It was horrible. I will say that I usually smoke Camel lights, which are much different than full strength Newports which have menthol. Ugh....it was gross. There would have been a point I would have just put up with it, but this is not it. At first i didn't think my coworker should have given me cigarettes, but at least it did something to keep me from smoking anymore.