Nov 24, 2005 02:56
it's kind of nice having the campus so quiet. i don't feel quite as schizophrenic with a few less people around. god, i'm so stressed tho still. i have no idea why this won't go away. i'd really like it to. i have officially bought my ticket to mexico so there is no turning back now. none whatsoever. which is exciting. we're breaking ronnie's comfort barriers to smitherines(sp?) on this trip. he's taking one of the planes alone and we're going to not only be in a hostel but in dorms. wow.
however, i can't sleep. i'm so exhausted, both mentally and physically but i just realized that i had an amazing amount of caffeine tonight so sleep is unlikely (unforunately). damn.
i seem to have completely lost the ability to string together sentences in a comprehensive manner. i blame having all my papers ripped to shreds on clairity of expression. now i second guess every fing thing that comes out of my mouth. who knew that i didn't understand english grammar? and the irony is that greek is probly my best class right now. explaining being my speciality. whahahaha. god i feel like shit right now. i just want to go home and hang out with kelin instead of being here.