This year is my year
It is true. There is something about me that is different, more determined. This is my year to wow everyone. I'm going to wow the people who had no faith in me and the one's that always believed. I'm going wow all the boys who used me and threw me away. No longer am I going to let other people measure my worth. I am the only person who can measure that accurately, because I am the only one who knows the true me. I'm the one person I can't escape from. So everyone can say what they must: I am a bitch or fat or stupid or not talented or whatever. But I don't have to listen, and I don't have to care. And guess what!? I don't care. Because I now that I am a beautiful woman, sure I can be bitchy at times but who isn't! This is my year to shine, and damn it, no one is going to take that away from me. Maybe I'll get a boyfriend (something I've been complaining about for a while now ;)) maybe I won't, but honestly who cares? Because recently...or pretty much always I chose losers...so maybe I should let a guy chose me for once. And if no one does...its not the end of the world. And you know what? It is rather liberating to realize that. And I am kicking myself for never realizing that until now.