life changes
So I've been thinking about my life and how I've been living it...and lets just say I'm not happy. I'm not where I wanted to be at this point I haven't progressed as I would have liked in the music program...granted that is no ones fault but my own....but still it sucks. My singleness is not what I want either although I can live with it....I want companionship really badly, and I search for it in all the wrong places making mistakes along the way....some life altering. And there is no turning back. Only looking forward to the future. The only person that can change my future is me so from now on I am going to be proactive in getting the things I want and not being afraid of rejection. I'm not going to be afraid of a 2 letter word. So from now on im not going to let anything hold me back I'm taking my life one day at a time but I'm going to make those days count. Thats my goal....and lets hope i stick to it