the cold.
i'm starting to love cold. i used to just love windy, but recently, i've veered towards the cold side. i love seeing how my fingernails would turn a dark reddish-pink and then purple. i love the cold swirling air on my arms, raising goosebumps. i love how my hair doesn't get frizzy. i love how my toes feel like they're stepping on ice. and i love how icy my face feels.
i mean, i still love the warm of the sun, but only during suitable occassions. relatively contrasting, but i prefer swimming in the cold waters, instead of the warm waters like i used to. and i still love the rain falling on my face, letting all the worries drip off me. feeling the rush of cold when the wind blows in the rain. it's like seeing white against black. it's just like an amazing effect.
even more contradicting. i love bundling up in the cold. feeling like i'm warm and fuzzy on the inside but also feeling all my favorites on the outside. the splatter of the rain, the blow of the strong wind, the wind in my hair. damn. i need a holiday, to somewhere cold. not wintry, but the period just before. when everything starts to fade and fall, like it's from a old film, with all the nostalgic effects. all warm and brown.
i think i see things in colour. and when they're my favorite colours, they work for me. it's too bright here.
i mean, i still love the warm of the sun, but only during suitable occassions. relatively contrasting, but i prefer swimming in the cold waters, instead of the warm waters like i used to. and i still love the rain falling on my face, letting all the worries drip off me. feeling the rush of cold when the wind blows in the rain. it's like seeing white against black. it's just like an amazing effect.
even more contradicting. i love bundling up in the cold. feeling like i'm warm and fuzzy on the inside but also feeling all my favorites on the outside. the splatter of the rain, the blow of the strong wind, the wind in my hair. damn. i need a holiday, to somewhere cold. not wintry, but the period just before. when everything starts to fade and fall, like it's from a old film, with all the nostalgic effects. all warm and brown.
i think i see things in colour. and when they're my favorite colours, they work for me. it's too bright here.