to those with seashell eyes and no doubt in the background

[emi_ly]

So long time no post. I almost miss high school and the feeling that livejournal was my life line. I love/ hate looking back at what was and what could have been. But to say that I am thrilled at the way things turned out would be an understatment. I have definitly become the type of person who can cowboy up and admit when i was/am wrong. I fucked up a lot. a lot. a lot. But it is important to not let your fuck ups define who you are and who you want to be. There is shit I am so ashamed of, I blush when I think about it but get over it. I live 15 hours away from my hometown and lightyears away from that person I was before. I miss people I know I can never connect with on that level again. If it ended badly just know I am lucky to even at one time have you in my life. If it just ended with no bad feelings....i know you will like me a whole lot more than before, because I am rad. peace.

p.s.- i cant wait to see snow for the first time in 2 years....see ya'll in december