Would you ever wish ur life is different?
In our life, (most of our, I guess), we always thought of "What if,....".
Are you ever wish that ur life could be different? Me, yehh sometime, but whenever it's crossover, I would definitely change it again to "Nahhh my life is better". Just to make me feel better I guess. What I'm rambling here? I make a promise that I would improve my english but if I haven't start any writing when will my english get improved? Even start with only a few sentence, I feel it's already bad. But who care. There is no one gonna read this and if there is, they have much more better thing to do then reading my stupid writing.. Hahaha so I just go over it, and don't care what ever happen, whether it's correct and just let it go.
I love my life. It's may be slow, as at age 30, I only got some of my dream come true. You would say that I'm lucky that my dream come true, but what if I say, my dream is so simple, that others people most get it in early 20s. But better late than nothing right.
I love my life. I'm smart not too smart but I'm not dumb. I have money, not so much but at lease I'm not starving. Have a place to stay, loving parent, awesome friend, even sometime I wish I have more friends but I'm bad at getting a new friends, so lets just stick to on what I already got.. Enjoy my alone time, and now I'm working hard to keep some money so I can go travel to Japan as other wish to make come true.
I keep thinking that "What if I never jump into fandom community?" Do I still be the one I'm right now. I'm not sure. Sometime I wish I never been in this, because fandom really take a lot of my time. I feel stupid imagine something not real from real things. But now, I don't think I can stop anymore. it's like a cancer, I know it's bad, but i cannot get rid of it.
I start with Super Junior (korean) then move to Arashi (Japan) and now to Supernatural. And believe me, got into supernatural fandom is much more intense and really2 bad as there are so many good fanfic, well most of them are actually fluent in English so of course their writing much better, not say from other fandom is not, just most of them like me, someone that English not first language and too much imaginary and bummmm fanfic.. With superjunior, I only have to imagine based on writing, but then in Arashi, there doujinshi. So it's more help with ur imagination, but then when I come to supernatural, there are actual pic (well of course being photoshop) but, it's way too real.. Yeahh there it's goes. What happen to my life???? facepalm.. I think I don't have a real life anymore..
Are you ever wish that ur life could be different? Me, yehh sometime, but whenever it's crossover, I would definitely change it again to "Nahhh my life is better". Just to make me feel better I guess. What I'm rambling here? I make a promise that I would improve my english but if I haven't start any writing when will my english get improved? Even start with only a few sentence, I feel it's already bad. But who care. There is no one gonna read this and if there is, they have much more better thing to do then reading my stupid writing.. Hahaha so I just go over it, and don't care what ever happen, whether it's correct and just let it go.
I love my life. It's may be slow, as at age 30, I only got some of my dream come true. You would say that I'm lucky that my dream come true, but what if I say, my dream is so simple, that others people most get it in early 20s. But better late than nothing right.
I love my life. I'm smart not too smart but I'm not dumb. I have money, not so much but at lease I'm not starving. Have a place to stay, loving parent, awesome friend, even sometime I wish I have more friends but I'm bad at getting a new friends, so lets just stick to on what I already got.. Enjoy my alone time, and now I'm working hard to keep some money so I can go travel to Japan as other wish to make come true.
I keep thinking that "What if I never jump into fandom community?" Do I still be the one I'm right now. I'm not sure. Sometime I wish I never been in this, because fandom really take a lot of my time. I feel stupid imagine something not real from real things. But now, I don't think I can stop anymore. it's like a cancer, I know it's bad, but i cannot get rid of it.
I start with Super Junior (korean) then move to Arashi (Japan) and now to Supernatural. And believe me, got into supernatural fandom is much more intense and really2 bad as there are so many good fanfic, well most of them are actually fluent in English so of course their writing much better, not say from other fandom is not, just most of them like me, someone that English not first language and too much imaginary and bummmm fanfic.. With superjunior, I only have to imagine based on writing, but then in Arashi, there doujinshi. So it's more help with ur imagination, but then when I come to supernatural, there are actual pic (well of course being photoshop) but, it's way too real.. Yeahh there it's goes. What happen to my life???? facepalm.. I think I don't have a real life anymore..