May 10, 2009 21:49
I've broken my internet addiction. The proof is in that I'm hardly ever online anymore. I'd like to say I feel bad--I mostly don't. [ I say mostly because I wouldn't at all if I didn't desperately miss Tish. I've been a shitty friend to her.] I just don't rely on the computer anymore. I don't roleplay in the nexus [or anywhere else, for that matter] and there's just so many other things for me to be doing.
I'm going to find my transcripts and head over to mission. I apparently have a job for the summer, though I don't know what.
I need to seriously re-evalutate my friends as I am rather tired of a collection of people that don't seem to understand me at all. I need my Vince. I need my Tish.
Work's been rough but as usual I'm making it through. I may fuck myself in the end but I may get dipshit coworker fired. We'll see.
All told? Things are shit. But I'm working on it. I'm not giving it all up just yet. I'm good at my job, I'm in a decent mood more often, when fuckers aren't being assholes, and yeah, shit sucks but whatever. Perse-fucking-vere.
everyone sucks at their job but me,
my character hates your character,
reminders to be a better person,
expected dickery