Superstar and unrelated
Spent yesterday with Alex [who is one corner of my triumvirate of bffs] and we had a good time. We both did some bitching and chatted and just hung out. It was nice. I like Alex for that kind of stuff because we can just go and hang out, even if we piss each other off sometimes. We'll just come back to it later. Because it doesn't matter and we're still friends.
I skipped work today. I also got a couple phonecalls about it so I'm in some shit there but I can deal with it. I dunno. I really need to quit my job. I hate it and I'm unhappy. It's not healthy for me. I also think i could make the same amount of money if i was working somewhere else. Sure it would be more hours but maybe then I'd be a little more fucking motivated. Anyway. Fucking job.
On the bright side, 1, I'm not pregnant. [Yeah, I didn't mention it, because worrying wouldn't help anybody, but it was kind of a passing concern. I skipped for like 2-3 months. But I know I've been stressed. So.] Not pregnant. Thank fucking god, that's the last thing I needed.
And 2, I saw Jesus Christ Superstar and Ted fucking Neeley was in it! He was really good and the Judas was really awesome too. Pretty much the biggest requirements.
I also sat down to listen to Reliant K and...I'm over it. I wasn't sure I would be, but I'm over...everything. I can be a better person and I'm going to try. I can practice my bass and smoke a little bit now and then, I can make plans with my best friends and fuckit, go back to college.
I need to find how to get my transcripts again. So I can go to Mission. I'm not gonna slack off this time. Fuck it. I'm gonna do it. So I can make friends at college and get a job I don't hate so fucking much. It's worth a shot.
And I can write, and read, and play bass and shit will work out. I will make it work.
I skipped work today. I also got a couple phonecalls about it so I'm in some shit there but I can deal with it. I dunno. I really need to quit my job. I hate it and I'm unhappy. It's not healthy for me. I also think i could make the same amount of money if i was working somewhere else. Sure it would be more hours but maybe then I'd be a little more fucking motivated. Anyway. Fucking job.
On the bright side, 1, I'm not pregnant. [Yeah, I didn't mention it, because worrying wouldn't help anybody, but it was kind of a passing concern. I skipped for like 2-3 months. But I know I've been stressed. So.] Not pregnant. Thank fucking god, that's the last thing I needed.
And 2, I saw Jesus Christ Superstar and Ted fucking Neeley was in it! He was really good and the Judas was really awesome too. Pretty much the biggest requirements.
I also sat down to listen to Reliant K and...I'm over it. I wasn't sure I would be, but I'm over...everything. I can be a better person and I'm going to try. I can practice my bass and smoke a little bit now and then, I can make plans with my best friends and fuckit, go back to college.
I need to find how to get my transcripts again. So I can go to Mission. I'm not gonna slack off this time. Fuck it. I'm gonna do it. So I can make friends at college and get a job I don't hate so fucking much. It's worth a shot.
And I can write, and read, and play bass and shit will work out. I will make it work.