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So I'm really trying to take charge of this so called "life" that I lead, and over and over again I find myself wanting to look back and see what I did before that was so much better. But what I realize is that if I'm off track now, then it wasn't the best. I've really been thinking about the things that take up my time, make me tired, and in the end with give no reward. Now I'm not saying that I'm not going to do anything unless it ends with a prize, but it makes things worth while. I just want to be able to look back at the life I lead, and be satisfied, and look forward to the end result which is to be again in the arms of my first love, God.