Jan 18, 2005 04:30
Wow! I'm really feeling a lot better about everything and I have just recently met some new people who i really feel acceptance with...which is very helpful in times like this...I think that in the past I have changed somewhat to fit in with some kids but with these ones even though I have not known them for long I feel like I can truly be myself around them, and not having to make sure that every move I make satisfies them...the feeling of acceptance is amazing...especially when you recently neared the end of a friendship closest and sincerest person to you who might have been the only one who accepted you completely...because after an episode like that you feel that nobody would ever want to become that close to you again to avoid being hurt... which does not feel to great because you know that you will anything and everything in your power to prevent from this person or any other person that sincere to you from being hurt again...and so I just want to tell a few people (you know who you are) that they are awesome and that even though they might not know that they have, they have helped me tremendously and I appreciate it and could not thank you more...
Zack