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I'M MOVING THE 11TH!
I should be on top of the world, in fact, I was until yesterday. Turns out, i'm going to be out of a job here pretty soon. of fucking course. I mean, 2007 has been all around shitty so when the first good thing happens, why shouldn't it all fall apart? I've been on the verge of completely breaking down ever since my parents separted back in January and our house got reposesd, but i've been trying to hold it together. I seriously can't anymore. I don't even see a reason to. Everyone around me is finally figuring things out for themselves and being happy and i'm so far from it that i don't even think it's possible anymore. I'm tired of getting my fucking hopes up for nothing. I'm tired of getting shit on. I know it's cliche and selfish, but I don't deserve it. I've been through fucking enough.
I should be on top of the world, in fact, I was until yesterday. Turns out, i'm going to be out of a job here pretty soon. of fucking course. I mean, 2007 has been all around shitty so when the first good thing happens, why shouldn't it all fall apart? I've been on the verge of completely breaking down ever since my parents separted back in January and our house got reposesd, but i've been trying to hold it together. I seriously can't anymore. I don't even see a reason to. Everyone around me is finally figuring things out for themselves and being happy and i'm so far from it that i don't even think it's possible anymore. I'm tired of getting my fucking hopes up for nothing. I'm tired of getting shit on. I know it's cliche and selfish, but I don't deserve it. I've been through fucking enough.