punishment
this is the cycle...
...everything happens for a reason. i love my friends, they always make me so happy!
...i'm being punished and i didn't do anything. i still love my friends though, because they talk me through it.
...i hate life. it's so stupid and pointless. i promised myself last year at this time that i would never allow myself to be in a situation where i could be hurt this badly. why and how did i screw up so badly?!
intentional or not, this is the most horrible thing someone could do to someone else. and people feel the same way everyday...how horrible!!! i understand now why people commit suicide...who would want to feel like they were being punished day in and day out?
i'm so confused. my brain is just a mass of shit.
...everything happens for a reason. i love my friends, they always make me so happy!
...i'm being punished and i didn't do anything. i still love my friends though, because they talk me through it.
...i hate life. it's so stupid and pointless. i promised myself last year at this time that i would never allow myself to be in a situation where i could be hurt this badly. why and how did i screw up so badly?!
intentional or not, this is the most horrible thing someone could do to someone else. and people feel the same way everyday...how horrible!!! i understand now why people commit suicide...who would want to feel like they were being punished day in and day out?
i'm so confused. my brain is just a mass of shit.