failing
i pretty much never knew my heart could possibly hurt this much. i don't know why it suddenly is weighing on me more, but it is. i wish i could put it into words, but alas i cannot.
whatever. i'll just pretend like i'm okay. i'm getting better at that.
it just made it worse today at church when i thought i had forgiven someone and i realized i hadn't. i feel like i'm just failing at my own attempts.
someday i'll find it.
back to studying. bye.
whatever. i'll just pretend like i'm okay. i'm getting better at that.
it just made it worse today at church when i thought i had forgiven someone and i realized i hadn't. i feel like i'm just failing at my own attempts.
someday i'll find it.
back to studying. bye.