i want to be an anthropologist.
i don't even know where to begin. i don't really remember the last week...it has flown by sooo fast. part of me is so thankful, but the other part of me just looks back and realizes how sometimes i just wish my days and weeks away. i hope i don't do that for much longer. i guess i should go backwards...
yesterday i went to the banff film festival...well the first part of it. it was seriously the most amazing thing ever. it's a bunch of short films that have to do with outdoor adventures or cultures. there was this one called magic mountain that seriously changed my life. it was incredible. i feel so nerdy and anthropological for saying that, but it seriously was. the second set of films were tonight but i couldn't go cuz i went to the michigan youth concert...but it's okay. wow, definitely something i'm putting on my calendar that i must go to every year here on out! you should too! check out this film...http://patmorrow.com/Magic_Mountain.html
saturday was fun. i didnt get anything done all day and i feel like i just walked around in circles for hours. whatever. so jon, jessica p and i went to the pma/sai formal and to dinner beforehand. i found fun in a kind of strange and unusual experience. kendal, smitty and duane were amazingly hilarious. there is nothing like spending 2 hours with gay guys. aladdin on broadway and on ice was perfect. oh jasmine...do me. the party afterward was a total bust...a few people to blame, but it's not my place to point fingers. plus, i didn't care, i was dead afterward. someone stepped on my toe and most of my toenail came off...just the very bottom is remaining. it hurts. toes are weird. think about it.
our quintet recital was friday night and it went pretty well. the rents and bj came in so we went to yummy dinner. friday night was a night with the girls. we watched monsters, inc. i looove that movie. i want one just like boo, AHH! kids are so perfect and so tragic all at the same time. i love them!
everything before then is a blur. just consisted of sleeping, studying, playing, and one horrible down time. BUT, it was only one, and for that i am sooo grateful!
my life is at a weird place right now. i don't even know what it is enough to explain it at all. i feel like i'm on this even keel most of the time...but i react to the stupid stuff and don't to the important stuff. i freak out to some people and i feel so bad about it. i also feel bad that at points i ask a lot of peoples time, energy and ears. but, i guess that's what real friends are for in hard times. i saw this on someones facebook and for some extreamly cheesy reason it rang true...
"If one day u feel like crying.... call me. I don’t promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask u to stop......but I can run with u. If one day u don’t want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no answer.....come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you."
there was more cheese factor about sending this to your closest friends if lallalala, but that's not important. haha. i don't know, when i figure out my life i'll let yall know. but, the people who actually read this are probably getting minute by minute updates at this point anyways. blah, i just don't know. my brain is one place and my heart in another. life is just too damn difficult sometimes. i ready for my time to come and to just feel better! i hope it's coming soon...i'm sick of it right now...
anyways, 16 more days of school. thankfully. i'm ready to go home and sleep for a few days and hopefully go camping or something. i'm really excited actually. this weekend should be an excellent time too...we're due for another fun and funny weekend.
i really wanna go out west this summer...new mexico? it looks so beautiful! i'd for sure go back to northern arizona...minus the weirdos, it was quite amazing!
this is such a horrible entry. sorry for anyone who cares. i'm kind of exhausted for some reason. my reading and studying for the evening is done, so i should probably stop taking up much wanted space at espresso royale. i'm starving...i could go for some curry mac and cheese right now...*wink wink*
your mooooooooooooom. and remember kids, breasts are for breastfeeding.
yesterday i went to the banff film festival...well the first part of it. it was seriously the most amazing thing ever. it's a bunch of short films that have to do with outdoor adventures or cultures. there was this one called magic mountain that seriously changed my life. it was incredible. i feel so nerdy and anthropological for saying that, but it seriously was. the second set of films were tonight but i couldn't go cuz i went to the michigan youth concert...but it's okay. wow, definitely something i'm putting on my calendar that i must go to every year here on out! you should too! check out this film...http://patmorrow.com/Magic_Mountain.html
saturday was fun. i didnt get anything done all day and i feel like i just walked around in circles for hours. whatever. so jon, jessica p and i went to the pma/sai formal and to dinner beforehand. i found fun in a kind of strange and unusual experience. kendal, smitty and duane were amazingly hilarious. there is nothing like spending 2 hours with gay guys. aladdin on broadway and on ice was perfect. oh jasmine...do me. the party afterward was a total bust...a few people to blame, but it's not my place to point fingers. plus, i didn't care, i was dead afterward. someone stepped on my toe and most of my toenail came off...just the very bottom is remaining. it hurts. toes are weird. think about it.
our quintet recital was friday night and it went pretty well. the rents and bj came in so we went to yummy dinner. friday night was a night with the girls. we watched monsters, inc. i looove that movie. i want one just like boo, AHH! kids are so perfect and so tragic all at the same time. i love them!
everything before then is a blur. just consisted of sleeping, studying, playing, and one horrible down time. BUT, it was only one, and for that i am sooo grateful!
my life is at a weird place right now. i don't even know what it is enough to explain it at all. i feel like i'm on this even keel most of the time...but i react to the stupid stuff and don't to the important stuff. i freak out to some people and i feel so bad about it. i also feel bad that at points i ask a lot of peoples time, energy and ears. but, i guess that's what real friends are for in hard times. i saw this on someones facebook and for some extreamly cheesy reason it rang true...
"If one day u feel like crying.... call me. I don’t promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask u to stop......but I can run with u. If one day u don’t want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no answer.....come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you."
there was more cheese factor about sending this to your closest friends if lallalala, but that's not important. haha. i don't know, when i figure out my life i'll let yall know. but, the people who actually read this are probably getting minute by minute updates at this point anyways. blah, i just don't know. my brain is one place and my heart in another. life is just too damn difficult sometimes. i ready for my time to come and to just feel better! i hope it's coming soon...i'm sick of it right now...
anyways, 16 more days of school. thankfully. i'm ready to go home and sleep for a few days and hopefully go camping or something. i'm really excited actually. this weekend should be an excellent time too...we're due for another fun and funny weekend.
i really wanna go out west this summer...new mexico? it looks so beautiful! i'd for sure go back to northern arizona...minus the weirdos, it was quite amazing!
this is such a horrible entry. sorry for anyone who cares. i'm kind of exhausted for some reason. my reading and studying for the evening is done, so i should probably stop taking up much wanted space at espresso royale. i'm starving...i could go for some curry mac and cheese right now...*wink wink*
your mooooooooooooom. and remember kids, breasts are for breastfeeding.