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jason anderson is my favorite live musician ever. he isn't particularly musically talented, but he makes you feel so incredible. after seeing him i just feel so happy to be alive and really appreciate everything. if i saw him play every day my quality of life would be so much better. i've seen him play three times, but this is the first time i really thought about everything. i had some sort of "revelation" tonight after seeing him and told everyone how much i love them/how important they are to me; i even called my mom and gave jason anderson a hug and told him that what he does is incredible and so important. i seriously pity anyone who wastes their time seeing negative things in people. he made me want to do something with my life and have a purpose. seriously, everything is incredible; sometimes things suck a little more than i'd want, but generally, life is perfect. i always thought that i was too naive to know what love is, but i've been surrounded by it this whole time. love's so easy to find if you just let it happen. ps. i cried a lot. it started out sad because there was so much stuff i've never said to people, but then it ended up being happy crying which is probably one of the most bizarre things i've ever experienced. i felt ridiculous, but i don't really care. and to top off tonight, i ended up getting five more milk crates, which is always a good thing.
(HIGHLIGHT OF MY LIFE: last night i went to a party where a black midget wearing a cowboy hat who's been on jerry springer 3 times bit this girl's finger and DREW BLOOD because she wouldn't give him her cup. then he refused to leave so someone punched him in the face with brass knuckles on.)