I'm so sorry for putting this between all the squee
But I can't seem to cope with life anymore. What kind of existence is it, to sleep at least fourteen hours a day, only to be able to get up after five (I've tried to get up before that, but I just have no energy) and have one meal a day? My ribs are showing, my curves are gone, my skin is grey, I'm still shaking all the time, I haven't washed my hair in three weeks because I'm too scared of being cold, the only brain stimulation I have is this fandom and fanfic, it's impossible for me to leave the house and I'm always nearly collapsing. I just can't deal. DDDD: