Okay, now that I'm back from class and my choir rehearsal I can actually sit down at type an explanation at you. A few things:
1.) My leaving isn't because I was dissatisfied with your 'verse. Honest to God, that's not it. The H!Verse is sad and dark and twisty in just the right ways, and if you end it forever just because I'm gone from the TGWTG fandom I will honestly sit down and cry right here in my living room, I swear.
2.) ...I'm the best? Um...what about Freya, who encourages everyone's madness with her wordy brilliance? What about you, who makes me cry in ways a robot never should because I'll rust and stop working? Just because I'm gone from the community doesn't mean I'll completely stop reading your fics, dollface. YOU ARE MAKING ME STAY IN, IF ONLY TANGENTIALLY.
3.) IF YOU CLOSE THIS UNIVERSE WITHOUT GIVING ME A PROPER ENDING STORY FOR CRITIC AND NERD AND STACEY AND EVERYONE ELSE I WILL FIND YOU. SO HELP ME, I WILL FIND YOU AND THE ENSUING HUG WOULD BE THE ANGRIEST GODDAMN HUG I WILL EVER GIVE IN MY LIFE.
Em, I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Fandom or no, you are still my friend, and I swear it was never my intention to make it seem like I'm "abandoning" you. I just need to focus on my own writing right now, and on graduating and getting the hell out of my hometown before winter comes back.
Yes, I really do think you're the best. I'm okay, everyone else is fantastic, but your Stacey fic brought me out of terror that I had a brain tumor and your That Other Girl makes me feargasm. It just crushed me cos I thought I lost both that and you.
And I've got a lot more to write with all the ends planned out, I just firmly believe in that possibly selfish notion of why keep going if there's no audience for it.
1.) My leaving isn't because I was dissatisfied with your 'verse. Honest to God, that's not it. The H!Verse is sad and dark and twisty in just the right ways, and if you end it forever just because I'm gone from the TGWTG fandom I will honestly sit down and cry right here in my living room, I swear.
2.) ...I'm the best? Um...what about Freya, who encourages everyone's madness with her wordy brilliance? What about you, who makes me cry in ways a robot never should because I'll rust and stop working? Just because I'm gone from the community doesn't mean I'll completely stop reading your fics, dollface. YOU ARE MAKING ME STAY IN, IF ONLY TANGENTIALLY.
3.) IF YOU CLOSE THIS UNIVERSE WITHOUT GIVING ME A PROPER ENDING STORY FOR CRITIC AND NERD AND STACEY AND EVERYONE ELSE I WILL FIND YOU. SO HELP ME, I WILL FIND YOU AND THE ENSUING HUG WOULD BE THE ANGRIEST GODDAMN HUG I WILL EVER GIVE IN MY LIFE.
Em, I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Fandom or no, you are still my friend, and I swear it was never my intention to make it seem like I'm "abandoning" you. I just need to focus on my own writing right now, and on graduating and getting the hell out of my hometown before winter comes back.
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And I've got a lot more to write with all the ends planned out, I just firmly believe in that possibly selfish notion of why keep going if there's no audience for it.
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