josies on a vacation far away...
well well, i lied about not commenting anymore. i have been in one of my greatest moods ever lately. its probably because fo katie. she makes me happier then anything. but i guess the main focus of my entry tonight would be what i like to call "the dbcc era" aka the middle of my 11th grade year and how i wish it was still here.
well i guess i am gonna have different segments directed to different people cuz im gay and i like to be organized like that.
well im thinking im gonna start it off with "THE SKATE MAFIA". the infamous group that i dreaded for a full year until i hopped the border over here to deadbary. well yeh. i guess ide have to say the first of you whom i settled my differences with were mister finnerty and abbott. i guess i skated with kevin early 11th grade year and he did that insane ollie manual and joined the ol video then kenny soon followed. me and austen were still complete enemies. i guess a few months later i asked austen to be friends and to join the video one night in dleand and weve been pretty much best friends since. you all have helped to ungayify me and turn me into less of a pussy and less of an annoying little fuck then i used to be. we used to skate deland almost every weekend last year, when kenny ollied that 11 and a fisheye wasnt even a part of my vocabulary yet. which leads me to to my next friend...
jennifer beal, my bfs, we have been throguth probably more then ive been throguh with any of my friends. the first time i met you on the bus i saw you as this stunningly beautiful girl who i was suprised was even speaking to me. you told me i had a pretty house, i told you i knew kenny and filmed some sick stuff of him the night before. you told me to come over to your house after school to show you. i was in shock. here is one of the best looking girls ive ever met asking me to come to her house haha. well yeh i skated my little short haired high pitched voice self over to your house and showed you the footage. it was weird. well one night skating in deland you and rebecca were there and i guess rebecca and austen were first beginning to "talk" but ill get back to that later. well yeh. jenn i guess ive fallen in and out of love with you about 5000 times haha, and i guess it has built up what i must say is one of the best friendships ive ever been in and i love you for it. we have been in hundreds of fights, and hundreds of makeups. phone calls until 3 am and you coming to my house everyday to see the video even though you never wanted to always brought us back together. one of the only "hot chicks" ive ever met who has ever accepted a skater as a true friend. looked past the shaggy hair and the sweat and the cursing and saw "us" (kevin kenny austen danny and myself) as good people. our group of friends was one i never saw dying but i guess i was wrong. i would probably throw my camera away to get back what all of us had back then. i honestly nearly cry thinking about it. i love you bfs and i hope things dont get even worse.
well well. BEST HOT KID WHO I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART! i remember that time we gave eachother the title of bhk. you told me we needed a title to be cool like everyone else and i was like "best fat ugly kid who i hate with all my heart is what you can call me". i was emo then of course haha. and you responded with. "best hot kid who i love with all my heart". bhkwilwamy wasnt really working so we trimmed it to bhk. those were such great times. i remember i tried so many times to get you to date austen. haha, we made wagers and deals. "you get jenn to like me ill do vice versa with austen". it was great. well i guess all i have to say is i always saw you as that girl that i HAD to impress becuase you were so pretty and austen of all people was in love with you. and THEN, AUSTENS SONG came along. :/. well. austen had dedicated his song (your love) to you becuase you had just started dating. he woudld dedicate every trick to you. every trick in shear boredom there was a "this is for becca" before it. ha, it made me so happy to see austen in such a great mood all the time therefore i was loving you for keeping him un-emo. well i guess it all came to an end but i guess all good things dont last for ever. it sucks but you and jenn have moved on since.
i guess i just needed to get that out to the two have always been "the girls of my life" since ive lived in debary. well until this summer atleast. well, now is the emotional part. hmmm, rmember dbcc? and deland? and happy daze? and sneaking out? and stealing the car? and halloween?!?! think about it. do you have that anymore? why not? and can you get it back. i love you two girls and i love you skate mafia kids. i wish i had all you guys back. but i dont. hmmm. i guess i am just gonna end this entry with the most ironic song and the song that was blasted in my room, rebeccas, and on car steros for what i must say was the best school year of my life.
Josie's on a vacation far away
Come around and talk it over
So many things that I wanna say
You know I like my girls a little bit older
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I ain't got many friends left to talk to
Nowhere to run when im in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night - but keep it under cover
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Try to stop my hands from shakin'
Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense
It's been awhile since we've been all alone
I can't hide the way I'm feelin'
As you leave me please would you close the door
and don't forget what I told you
Just 'cause you're right - that don't mean I'm wrong
Another shoulder to cry upon
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Yeah
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
lose your love
lose your love
lose your love
yeah
lose your love
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
i love you guys. dbcc forever heh...
well i guess i am gonna have different segments directed to different people cuz im gay and i like to be organized like that.
well im thinking im gonna start it off with "THE SKATE MAFIA". the infamous group that i dreaded for a full year until i hopped the border over here to deadbary. well yeh. i guess ide have to say the first of you whom i settled my differences with were mister finnerty and abbott. i guess i skated with kevin early 11th grade year and he did that insane ollie manual and joined the ol video then kenny soon followed. me and austen were still complete enemies. i guess a few months later i asked austen to be friends and to join the video one night in dleand and weve been pretty much best friends since. you all have helped to ungayify me and turn me into less of a pussy and less of an annoying little fuck then i used to be. we used to skate deland almost every weekend last year, when kenny ollied that 11 and a fisheye wasnt even a part of my vocabulary yet. which leads me to to my next friend...
jennifer beal, my bfs, we have been throguth probably more then ive been throguh with any of my friends. the first time i met you on the bus i saw you as this stunningly beautiful girl who i was suprised was even speaking to me. you told me i had a pretty house, i told you i knew kenny and filmed some sick stuff of him the night before. you told me to come over to your house after school to show you. i was in shock. here is one of the best looking girls ive ever met asking me to come to her house haha. well yeh i skated my little short haired high pitched voice self over to your house and showed you the footage. it was weird. well one night skating in deland you and rebecca were there and i guess rebecca and austen were first beginning to "talk" but ill get back to that later. well yeh. jenn i guess ive fallen in and out of love with you about 5000 times haha, and i guess it has built up what i must say is one of the best friendships ive ever been in and i love you for it. we have been in hundreds of fights, and hundreds of makeups. phone calls until 3 am and you coming to my house everyday to see the video even though you never wanted to always brought us back together. one of the only "hot chicks" ive ever met who has ever accepted a skater as a true friend. looked past the shaggy hair and the sweat and the cursing and saw "us" (kevin kenny austen danny and myself) as good people. our group of friends was one i never saw dying but i guess i was wrong. i would probably throw my camera away to get back what all of us had back then. i honestly nearly cry thinking about it. i love you bfs and i hope things dont get even worse.
well well. BEST HOT KID WHO I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART! i remember that time we gave eachother the title of bhk. you told me we needed a title to be cool like everyone else and i was like "best fat ugly kid who i hate with all my heart is what you can call me". i was emo then of course haha. and you responded with. "best hot kid who i love with all my heart". bhkwilwamy wasnt really working so we trimmed it to bhk. those were such great times. i remember i tried so many times to get you to date austen. haha, we made wagers and deals. "you get jenn to like me ill do vice versa with austen". it was great. well i guess all i have to say is i always saw you as that girl that i HAD to impress becuase you were so pretty and austen of all people was in love with you. and THEN, AUSTENS SONG came along. :/. well. austen had dedicated his song (your love) to you becuase you had just started dating. he woudld dedicate every trick to you. every trick in shear boredom there was a "this is for becca" before it. ha, it made me so happy to see austen in such a great mood all the time therefore i was loving you for keeping him un-emo. well i guess it all came to an end but i guess all good things dont last for ever. it sucks but you and jenn have moved on since.
i guess i just needed to get that out to the two have always been "the girls of my life" since ive lived in debary. well until this summer atleast. well, now is the emotional part. hmmm, rmember dbcc? and deland? and happy daze? and sneaking out? and stealing the car? and halloween?!?! think about it. do you have that anymore? why not? and can you get it back. i love you two girls and i love you skate mafia kids. i wish i had all you guys back. but i dont. hmmm. i guess i am just gonna end this entry with the most ironic song and the song that was blasted in my room, rebeccas, and on car steros for what i must say was the best school year of my life.
Josie's on a vacation far away
Come around and talk it over
So many things that I wanna say
You know I like my girls a little bit older
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I ain't got many friends left to talk to
Nowhere to run when im in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night - but keep it under cover
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Try to stop my hands from shakin'
Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense
It's been awhile since we've been all alone
I can't hide the way I'm feelin'
As you leave me please would you close the door
and don't forget what I told you
Just 'cause you're right - that don't mean I'm wrong
Another shoulder to cry upon
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Yeah
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
lose your love
lose your love
lose your love
yeah
lose your love
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
i love you guys. dbcc forever heh...