What the F**K

Dec 16, 2004 21:40

Yeah So I am so upset right now. My Son is having some seriuos issues with going to school .For the past 2 days he has been crying and making himself throw up so they have to send him home. I was at school 3 times in 3 hours todayAHH. I hate being mean and making him deal with the situation, And it kills me that I can't figure out and fix him by myself. Thankfully Dustin has gone through all os this his whole life and can sympathize and get to him in ways I will never understand.I haven't eaten oe sleot in 2 days because I just don't know what to do:( I am taking him to the Dr. tomorrow so he can explain and get Grant comfortable with the fact that a counselor will be a part of his life from now on. I guess I just never realized how bad anxiety could affect one's life. Tomorrow I must be the "bad" parent and once again send him off to school, knowing that he is fearing his singing concert. Yeah I know LOSER right, Like the thought hasn't crossed my mind repeatedly. I seriuosly could take up smoking again and not even feel guilty at the moment. Oh yeah and James sucks cuz he's going on vacation..lol That is all for now , GOODBYE
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