Trophy Boys Trophy Wives
It's weird. I don't know how to explain it. I lost so much in one day, but feel like I gained something else in it's place. I'm excited about not knowing. I'm happy, but I hurt. I feel like everything is going to be ok, and that makes things ok. Whenever I start to think to much, it's like I just have to remeber it all, and everything feels oddly confusing, but ok. I still don't really understand what happend. I don't think I believe it yet. It's not true becasue I haven't felt it. But it is. Dreams don't last this long. Dreams don't cause this kind of emotion, and trust me, there has been a lot of emotion. It's nice. I think I like it, but I don't really know yet. I haven't felt this way since the ninth grade; crazy huh? But that is how long it's been. HA! I was a freshman in highschool when I last felt like this, and now I am a freshman in college. It's funny how that goes...