May 02, 2008 08:44
So not much to report in the life of Rachel. My brother called yesterday but with an ulterior motive. I was really excited until I realized that he needed money. So he asked if I had dad's number, I told him I would look but I am going to take my time. It is really sad that I am the only one of my father's three children that sees him on a regular basis. I understand about my sister so I won't push but my brother has not even taken the effort to call my dad on a regular basis just to catch up. He only calls him when he needs something.
Anyway I need to see the dr. soon so I know what kind of vitamins I should be taking and maybe something for the nausea. I am excited but I am scared this is another big change in mine and Tim's life and I hope our relationship can take the strain. Everyday I see him keep himself at arms length I know he is worried but the only way I can show him that I won't leave is not to leave.
So started looking at the Bento website and now I have a nifty little pamphlet on the making and storing and eating of bentos. It will be handy during the summer, seeing as how not only do I have to pay an extra 50 dollars for Jade's school I also have to send lunch as well. That's life, someday when I am better off I will giggle about these days, I hope.