Life.
I love fashion. I think I'm done with kisekae though. I want to get back into designing, but on paper, I think. I love Project Runway. I wish I had more money and motivation, so I'd take more sewing classes. Art!
My Dad's hair is rapidly greying. Graying? It scares me. I'm afraid of my parents growing old and dying. It also means I'm getting older.
School. Theatre, art, fashion, web design, what am I supposed to do? Could I be happy being a lawyer or a doctor? I think I need hands on. I think I need work where the end product of my work is tangible. I think because I love creating and working on things hands on, myself. And developing my work. But I don't have the motivation to train to say, become a fashion designer(I don't make patterns well, I don't know many sewing techniques, or how certain fabrics act, etc) or an arcitect. Or the talent, I'm sure. I'm mediocre at a million things, and great at nothing. I won't let myself be sucked into MC's part time warp hole, no no no. But I know I will be if I don't find a direction I want, and have hte motivation and passion, to persue soon.
Still, I'm happy my life is changing, and I think I've grown into a louder voice for myself.
Yay selfish thought!
My Dad's hair is rapidly greying. Graying? It scares me. I'm afraid of my parents growing old and dying. It also means I'm getting older.
School. Theatre, art, fashion, web design, what am I supposed to do? Could I be happy being a lawyer or a doctor? I think I need hands on. I think I need work where the end product of my work is tangible. I think because I love creating and working on things hands on, myself. And developing my work. But I don't have the motivation to train to say, become a fashion designer(I don't make patterns well, I don't know many sewing techniques, or how certain fabrics act, etc) or an arcitect. Or the talent, I'm sure. I'm mediocre at a million things, and great at nothing. I won't let myself be sucked into MC's part time warp hole, no no no. But I know I will be if I don't find a direction I want, and have hte motivation and passion, to persue soon.
Still, I'm happy my life is changing, and I think I've grown into a louder voice for myself.
Yay selfish thought!