BOREDOM

Feb 26, 2009 21:57

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
a lot of people hurt me. I cant hiearchy that

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not really. although people dont realize becuase they look more at words than eyes and body movement.

Explain the last time you threw up:
after i came off the airplane from taiwan

Last thing that made you cry:
International Students bashing on Americans. yeah. it's getting a bit hard to work for International students association. they hate us.

Do you have a bad temper?
yes

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i dont really want to...
I'm not responsible and selfless enough

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
Like two

How often do you think about suicide?
I never do/did. I just think about running away

What is your deepest fear?
Fearing.

Do you REALLY love all your family?
I dont know

What do you want to believe in?
humanity's ability to hope and love without manipulating

Are you proud of who you are?
um. not the past couple days

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
Yes

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
No idea. I am not a very forgiving person. Too angry. Too proud.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your beloved?
See you in heaven! and I love you. and if you become angry please yell at God. dont keep it inside.

...to your worst enemy?
I dont have a worst enemy yet...

Do you care if people hate you?
Probably if I really thought about it

Freedom or safety?
Freedom.

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
I hate how you attribute everything to a culture thing and try to change me to your expectations of what a friend is when ironically you are just trying to change yourself throuhgh me just becuase we are so alike

Has a song ever made you cry?
Yes

A book ever made you cry?
Yes

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Yes

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
I said fuck you to my mom in the car. i got off after that and walked away.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
I dont remember

What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
The former.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
That I could be financially stable. Not to buy the world, just to not have to worry about money.

You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
I don't think you can have love without trust.... a very odd question indeed.

You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. dog drowning. my parents are middle class they have decent money

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Um. probably through gossip in a subtle way

Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
No...

Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I dont know. I find myself very overly critical and hard expectations. although I am a very loyal and protective friend

Does sex=love?
These days not really.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I love you

What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
God

If you had to go back in time and change something, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
I would have stood up for myself more throughout my life.

Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
I wouldnt go out in the rain! Id make them come inside... haha can it be a stray dog? i like dogs.

Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
No. wow have i turned callous.

You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
Baby

When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
about everything? no one really. are you supposed to?

Would you do meth if it was legalized?
not really
drugs and alcohol dont appeal to me. no matter how much i try haha

Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
i dont think it would fail, but a female does tend to PMS a lot :P even if they are super business like. but then again devil wears prada lady was pretty fierce. haha

Do you believe in the death penalty?
Yes

Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
I dont really care

Do you believe in God?
Yes

A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
No

Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Other countries already do

Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Yes

Do you believe in spanking children?
No

Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Sure. Im pretty neutral towards all countries actually.

Do you trust all of your friends?
Fon certain things i trust that they will follow through with tasks and comign to dinner.. and coming on time

Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Depends on how serious the relationship was.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
sort of. i dont know about the purposely throwing ure key on the ground to prove that God gave us afree will is a everythinghappensforareason thing

Can you make a dollar in change right now?
No

Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
I dont know. a lot of them could

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yes

Whats your most favorite scar?
My lip piercing... well it's still an open wound.. :)

When was the last time you flew in a plane?
a month ago

What did the last text message you sent say?
"It's my fault! I'll walk to your apartment!"

If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
Amanda Evans. but I know who would want me to cal lthem first. and no. i would not call that person

How many kids do you want to have?
i want to adopt teenagers

Would you make a good parent?
I dont think so actually
Im worried IM turning into my mom. I'm so anal and overprotective and judgemental.

Whats your middle name?
Alexandra

Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
that i need to finish this survey so i can walk quickly to my friends place

Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
I dont know anymore.

What are you wearing right now?
a stanford sweater i found around our lounge. no one took it for several days..

Best place to eat?
KOREAN BBQ

Favorite animal?
I dont know

Do you miss someone today?
Yes

Did you get in a fight with someone today?
No

When is the last time you had a massage?
Sunday

Last person to lay in your bed
Me

What was the last TV show you watched?
None

What are your plans for the weekend?
conferences.

If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
No. i thouht we already talked about this.

If You had three months to live:

Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
I would want everyone to know I was going to die.

What do you do with your remaining days?
I'd let everyone say their goodbyes to me and then go to different countries
eat lots of nasty good food

Would you be afraid?
no its set in stone
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