man oh man

[emeraldhalo]

so last night was fun i was a little fucked up. too much caffine and whatever else is in that stuff. plus lots of jager. anyhoo. basically i had fun and ned had fun and ned looked really good and i looked really slutty but my ass looked awesome. pictures will be posted of my ass very soon. cause it looked awesome so i made an effort that everyone

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Re: baby

[tauna]

I'm not judging you or your actions. I think it's really wonderful that you're exploring your sexuality and sexual freedom. I could do nothing but encourage you to do so. I'm certainly not sensoring you. It was that I was left with the impression that you were disaproving of Mike's behavior and making a point of putting him down for it, perhaps sensoring him, so I was pointing out the likenesses in your behavior- not as a judgement. I didn't write that with the intention of hurting you, but with the intention of opening your eyes- I misunderstood the intent behind your words. When you used the word slut it sounded like it was meant to be insulting.
As far as your 32 yr old friend- it was disrespectful and unkind of him to treat you the way he did. You deserve better. And don't let that experience make you feel bad (or like a slut in the negative sense of the word). He ought to appologize.
There's nothing wrong with making out in the bathroom- or anything else you might do. I was simply using that as an example for comparison.
It took many years for me to be comfortable and so open sexually and with the idea of multiple partners. Tho my philosophy was always there it was hard to counter the ingrained (so called) 'morals' I was raised with. That fear that our parents instill in us that sex is bad especially before marriage, and that public display of affection is simply unthinkable- that can be a powerful inhibition. But you seem to be in touch with yourself and your desires and sexuality. I think (hope) you will not have so many years of self recrimination before you can do WHATEVER you want with no pangs of....'is this bad, will I be judged for this?' There is nothing about sex between consenting partners that is ba

Re: baby

[emeraldhalo]

my livejournal is an asshole so my entire comment was not posted, nor was yours. but i understand where you come from and i am not angry with you and i hope you are not angry with me. i will go to nation sometimes, but not often. i think i just went too often and got bored. i have introduced myself to strangers, but i have also almost gotten into fights because they werent so open to my friendliness. which sucks, but thats all them. feel free to email or call me. booboosboo@hotmail.com 410 440 5506. im in the baltimore area, and i dont want to cut people out of my life, but it might happen if i stop with nation, but i love you and voron to death so we need to hang out.

Re: baby

[tauna]

Na of course I'm not angry with you. Even if we do get angry with each other that doesn't mean we stop being friends. Relationships don't end just because you have conflicts with communication and emotion, etc. At least not in my book. That's just part of the package. I lean towards that 'unconditional love' thing. When you work those conflicts out your relationships grow and become stronger.
We don't go to Nation every week either. There's just too much for us to do and we're on a budget too. At least we're trying to be, heh! :) When you're nice and introduce yourself to a stranger and they act like an asshole, it really makes you wonder what the hell is wrong with them. Oh well, what more can you do?
I'll give you a call when my phone works again. I have to call verizon for service. It rings, the caller id works, it stops ringing when I try to answer it but all I hear is dead silence. Wierd! Dsl stiil works tho. *shrug* You're pretty close to Towsen aren't you?

Re: baby

[emeraldhalo]

i live right across the street from the mall, but in a couple months i will be moving to baltimore city. ever been to talking head? its a nice little bar thats really old and homey. heh. monday nights are really crowded, but fun. you should come out. the drinks are cheep ;) sorry about the phone thing, cell phones are a pain, i have one too and i pay my bill and my dads bill. but anyhoo, if you are ever looking for something to do, email me or call and ill find out what goin on. i went to a zombie party last night, it was fuckin awesome. baltimore can be fun sometimes, hehe.
i agree with the unconditional love thing, makes me feel good that you do too. i have a lot of love, why not share? ;)