Sep 20, 2005 17:51
31 things you may not know about me...
1. I hate almost everything about myself.
2. I am very insecure, but try to act like I'm not.
3. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find the ONE.
4. I wonder if my friends are REALLY my friends.
5. I think that everyone hates me. (not just Dorito, Katelin)
6. When people check me out it makes me feel better about myself.
7. I wish I could change my apperance so I could be pretty in MY eyes.
8. I hate it when people boast about doing things better than me.
9. I hate it when people become better friends with my friends than I am with them.
10. I care more about animals than I do people.
11. I hate people that are prettier, have more, or are happier than me.
12. I hate it when I introduce something (music, movies, etc.) to people and they tell everyone about it. I like it because its not well known.
13. When I think about him, it makes me want to curl into a ball and cry until I have no more tears.
14. I wish I could make my family proud.
15. I am ALWAYS jealous of you.. no matter what happens.. deep down I always am.
16. I wish the PDA rule were more strictly enforced because it makes me jealous.
17. I HATE drama but it seems to find me.
18. I always think I am being left out of something.
19. I wish I were as talented as my friends are at things.
20. I wish I didn't have to lie to people so much.
21. I'm lonely.. I just want someone to hold me.
22. I don't do things if my friends don't like it cause I think they'll hate me.
23. I know I shouldn't still think about him.. but I do.
24. It hurts to think about myself sometimes.
25. I wonder sometimes if the people that say they love me, really do.
26. I always find the worst in someone and tuck it away to hurt them with later.
27. I don't like some of my friends.
28. I hate being judged but I like judging people.
29. I wonder sometimes if people truely see me.
30. I wonder if he ever really loved me...
31. I never thought I would say everything I just did.
There you go. It kinda hurt to say some of those.
<3 Nikki
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