Feb 12, 2002 17:45
after school was crazy. that's all. you had to be there, i don't have enough energy to describe it.
people liked my glitter hairspray today. i have "cute" hair??
as valentine's day approaches i am growing more bitter. my moods seem to be changing so drastically. one minute, i love the world and everthing in it. the next, i'm biting my lip, tasting blood in my mouth, and holding a grudge. i'm a pissed-off, jaded teenager. i sit in the gutter and complain. i'm everything i never wanted to be. sometimes i sit there and wonder why people even talk to me. i don't think i would talk to me, if i was someone else.
everyone is depressed. almost all of my friends are. sometimes i think "oh, if i get this or that, i'll be happy." or "i'll just forget about it." ..it doesn't work. i don't.
i want to start over.
"STOP THE WORLD, I WANT TO GET OFF."