Young
and Ill keep drinking the water .
I look down at my feet and all the diffrent steps I take
I use my hands to pull the blankets up over my head and tuck myself into sleep.
The laughter.
the snow and the sun.
the steps before that i have to take, and all the friends I come to know and love. I love that your real. my god your madness is simply beautiful
I see things clearly.
I know the wrong in this world now, it doesnt catch me by surprise anymore. and when it hurts I know its comes and goes. and at some point will subside.
I am learning so much about myself. My smile is real and rings true in both my ears now. Although I wish I could protect you from yourself.
My eyes are ichy and my puppy talks when I sleep.
and your lips and your hands. and the holding on,and the tickling...... the thought that this may never come about. Is it meant for me or is it what we think. it is completion. i may never knew unless you take me now please let me grow. My how i miss you and you have no idea. More lattes then I would like to make, and more sniffles then i would like to deal with. and the patch may be a little pricey, I am edgy.
I can zone out any noise I dont care to hear latly. its an art.
I wish i could tell you how it is for me. but this is the way i am -i am not spell check and i am not correct.
but i am more real and more alive then I knew was possible
every single second of it is the very best part.
and it is so scary incase you wondered
the lines to the songs the i love run over and over
"a flower in the wind"
"kiss me harder then that, but dont stay take these happy thoughts and blow them away"
"I hope you find me one day "
happy is an understatment
I am free.
New York City in ....6 days!!!
Katie
I look down at my feet and all the diffrent steps I take
I use my hands to pull the blankets up over my head and tuck myself into sleep.
The laughter.
the snow and the sun.
the steps before that i have to take, and all the friends I come to know and love. I love that your real. my god your madness is simply beautiful
I see things clearly.
I know the wrong in this world now, it doesnt catch me by surprise anymore. and when it hurts I know its comes and goes. and at some point will subside.
I am learning so much about myself. My smile is real and rings true in both my ears now. Although I wish I could protect you from yourself.
My eyes are ichy and my puppy talks when I sleep.
and your lips and your hands. and the holding on,and the tickling...... the thought that this may never come about. Is it meant for me or is it what we think. it is completion. i may never knew unless you take me now please let me grow. My how i miss you and you have no idea. More lattes then I would like to make, and more sniffles then i would like to deal with. and the patch may be a little pricey, I am edgy.
I can zone out any noise I dont care to hear latly. its an art.
I wish i could tell you how it is for me. but this is the way i am -i am not spell check and i am not correct.
but i am more real and more alive then I knew was possible
every single second of it is the very best part.
and it is so scary incase you wondered
the lines to the songs the i love run over and over
"a flower in the wind"
"kiss me harder then that, but dont stay take these happy thoughts and blow them away"
"I hope you find me one day "
happy is an understatment
I am free.
New York City in ....6 days!!!
Katie