Aug 15, 2005 21:25
i feel a sort of apprehension regarding the following post. i think its because i know how important this all is to me, and i feel awkward about sharing it with a gazillion (potentially) people who might not care...
but for those of you who do care:
i was told, not 24 hours ago, that someone loves me. and not my parents, or a friend, or god, or anyone else like that (not to belittle that sort of love!).
but by a boy who i love back.
and it took my breath right out of my lungs, but not in a helpless way. ever know, just know, that something is right, because it is unselfish and its innocent? that is where i am at right now, its what i'm in right now.
and everything about him is beautiful/ right down to the feeling of his fingers on my hair.