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My last full day was a week ago. Already the stomach problems that I've sruggled for the last 7 months have almost completely disappeared. i scrubbed and did a mangled job of re-caulking the bathroom, got my car's emissions tested, completely reorganized and cleaned my room, finished my holiday shopping, and watched several hours of movies while filling out job applications at various museums and graphic design firms in the area. This last week I've managed to be impressively productive but now my naural nocturnal inclinations are beginning to kick in - sleeping til noon and working til 4am. Partly because I am always so so so cold in the winter that I hate getting out of my nice warm bed unless I have a very good reason to. I've hung christmas lights in my room and i know i should be posting more than i have been.
but it feels so nice to just sit and be quiet and un-harassed. i'm actually beginning to feel like a human being again instead of an enraged, bitter ball of stress.
:) back to "Journal of a Solitude" by May Sarton
but it feels so nice to just sit and be quiet and un-harassed. i'm actually beginning to feel like a human being again instead of an enraged, bitter ball of stress.
:) back to "Journal of a Solitude" by May Sarton