Nov 17, 2005 17:26
I'm free. I decided to tell "army boy" that whatever we have or whatever is going on between us is off. I told him I wanted to go our seperate ways and that's that. He had nothing further to say but OK. That kinda hurt, but the truth hurts.
Anyways...I've been talking to Angela and come to find out I think I'm actually going to play on this whole Russ liking me thing. I know it's devious...but you know me, I love a good challange especially with a cute guy (that happens to be my best friends husband) but it's a mutual thing, with all of us. Angela, Russ, and me. I feel like that woman on porn that brings in a couple and sleeps with both of them to "tune" them into their partners..ya know what I'm talking about? I know you've watched it before..^.^ I have! But I am a 'pro'vert. It's awful i know. If you only knew the half of it. I'm sitting here talking to Angela and she just gets me weak. God she cracks me up.